Breaking News: Attention-seeking Jirai Girl (me) Has Killed Herself After Recieving No Attention On The

breaking news: attention-seeking jirai girl (me) has killed herself after recieving no attention on the internet ♡

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

Fun idea: death

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

weed does not fucking cut it at all anymore and im out of klonopin that means it is time to shed my skin suit and fly into the sun someone pls distract me lol

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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spectrespeaks

8 months ago

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

chat should i actually block every single one of my friends from my hometown and completely isolate myself in another province

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

am letting tumblr decide, should i get high on klonopin tonight? 👀👀

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

so glad you have an entire fucking polycule to lean back on while im drowning for your fucking attention lolololol

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no hate to poly people im simply a fucking bitter asswipe please disregard me

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