dynasties and dystopias
A very special WIP 🖤🩸⛓️
"Don't touch me so casually. I may not be able to have full control of myself in this state."
MOTHERFUCKING YUU IS GROPING HIM AGAIN EVEN KN OVERBLOT FORM 😭😭😭😭 But it's so sweet that he's concerned about Yuu even in his overblotted state, even if his line's suggestive as fuck for some reason 😭😭😭
Emo freek here 👉👈🖤🥀
I love him so f damn much this silly b
(No one talk to me about the 2 bad endings in his route, they never exist to me... 💔)
They're all so mood tbh
I'm glad and it comforts me that you're one of the ace ppl who enjoy school and who haven't been too annoyed or be in this kind of situation that made you uncomfortable ! 💞
If only it was possible to leave and get away from the person when we're in a classroom (for example)... I have always said that I'm aroace and sex-repulsed with the ppl I was hanging out with and close to. Always. But it comes back to the fact that they forgot or invisibilized (involuntarily or voluntarily...) and told me about their sex life... (I hate them so much it's crazy !)
WHILE I HAD JUST SHARED AND SAID MY BOUNDARIED AND WHAT SUBJECTS BOTHERED ME OR THAT I DON'T LIKE/HATE !
Positive point : I have cut ties for a long time with my former college/ high school classmates with whom I hung out.
I'm well aware that some allos ppl are not comfortable talking about this kind of subject but unfortunately I was surrounded by many horny asf ones, from college to high school + post high school... I still hope to be surrounded by ppl, allos or non-allos, with whom to hang out, are benevolent and understanding towards me and other living beings !
Anyway, it warms my heart that you're surrounded by caring and supportive friends ! Really. 😊
Also, I hope to meet an aroace person (or somewhere on both spectrums), that I could consider as a friend, with whom we would share the same interests and values or even be in a queer platonic relationship whith !
(I unfortunately have specific and high criteria to the point of no longer being able to consider a classmate as a friend -not for lack of having tried several times but I no longer can. Thanks traumas lol :/)
I agree with you, unfortunately aphobia (+ morons, and still I weigh my words !! 🤬) is too present everywhere and this is one of the reasons why I prioritize the aro and ace community in the queer community and hate allos ppl... and I know it’s stupid asf and disrespectful but the allonormative society has always pissed me off.
Sorry I talk too much about my life and must pass for a person who only complains lol. X)
It makes me happy to read that someone shares the same feeling as me. By the way, happy pride month !
Ps : I hope my english is not too disgusting and incomprehensible to read. ^^'
I had the reflection not long ago of why I was uncomfortable at school (regardless of grade level) apart from stress because of the oral to pass and being an introverted person :
Being aroace and have to stay stuck a whole damn day surrounded by allos pp horny asf and who will not understand me, who tell me about their s€x life (at what point do you think it’s fckin normal to talk about it as if it was a banal and interesting subject ?? Wtf ???💀) without taking into account whether it made me uncomfortable or not (I think they didn’t give a shit because it didn’t come to their mind, those dumbass...).
Being surrounded by queer pp but none of them had defended me when I had received acephobia from a straight guy one day and only watched the scene without saying anything. The fact that most of them with whom I hung out invisibilized or even forgot my aromantism by remembering only my asexuality (bitches I'm aroace dammit. I’m both. Not one or the other !) and couldn't remember or didn't know the definition of being aro or ace.
But the worst I would say is that by dint of receiving arophobia and acephobia in about twenty years in the face, as an angry person by nature and who doesn't appreciate disrespectful pp etc, I became allophobe...
But let’s be clear : I don’t hate all allos pp ! Even if I speak in general, be aware that : generality =/= globality !
I know that some of them are decent, respectful and open-minded and these are the pp I appreciate ! Unfortunately, I have never met someone like that before. Maybe one day...
So to return to the subject :
Am I the only aroace person to be uncomfortable at school ??
It's a bit rough sorry and sorty again if my english is bad, it's not my native language but I hope you will understand the essential !
Reaal he's just a hurt baby, he's not that mean deep down
The Miracles each picked an outfit for Akashi. Who chose your favorite ?(The squares are color coded if you can’t guess by the outfits)
I did if for Momoi here and of course i had to do it for Akashi too.
I changed the posting date for your birthday @active-mind-15 🫶 Happy Birthday !
aphobes, queer or not, are inherently insecure people; they can't imagine someone not wanting to date them because their self-worth is tied to their dating/sex life. it's a symptom of amatonormativity, which is ingrained so deeply in society. it's both sad and infuriating.
Me every time...
I'm aroace and since I was 16 this situation happens... I also started to identify as agender and xenogender since June 2023.
(I'm okay with all pronouns in all languages but not "it/its" cause I'm a living being, a person, not an object).
But I haven't told anyone about those two bc I don't have close ppl and I don't trust anyone either and I know no one will defend me or anything.
Every time I say that I'm aroace, it's always the same thing with allos ppl (queer or not).
It's soooo annoying ! The worst thing is that I explain this to them but they can't remember the definitions and/or only remember one orientation out of 2 !! 🤬
It pisses me off and infuriate me so bad !! 💀
Shout out to the queer ppl who have to explain their identity every time they tell someone (even other queer people) because nobody knows what the hell that is
Seijuro and Nash are maybe ooc... but I try my best to make the bot like they will be in romantic relationship and all !
I put the bot in public on Chai, I won't read chat, nor want it to and I don't think I can anyway
So have fun and enjoy on Chai app !
If you don't find my bot on Chai, here is the image !
Did I just make a bot on chai Akashi X Reader X Nash in a polyromantic relationship ?
Is it nsfw ?
Do I regret it ?
Did I do this for just my Oc ?
Am I crazy ?
Who isn't anyway lol ?
Wearing your rival face on your crotch to assert dominance.
Bonus their wedding ring close up!
French / Introvert / AroAce/ Agender and Xenogender (I'm okay with all pronouns) / One Piece and KNB fan / Like mangas and animes + my comfort characters.
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