Girls After Saying They Don’t Give A Fuck

How school got me feeling

let those same pinterest girlblogs go im sorry

Bro, I was at a church event, and they had to separate the young people into 4 groups. Okay, I was in group 1, and they started explaining what I was supposed to do, and guys, when I look a little to my left, I see literally ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GUYS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING. He had a bad boy and biker face, and if I could define him specifically, I would say that he literally came out of a dark romance novel, bro he was perfect, light eyes, dark blond hair cut in a good cut that I don't know the name of, a little line on both eyebrows, he was wearing a white shirt, cargo pants and was wearing Jordans, a chain with a gold cross, and a men's gold bracelet. I was enchanted, that sometimes I couldn't even hide my gaze on him, he noticed and looked back at me, but since I'm very scared, I looked away right away. There was a time when I just looked at the window of the place and tried to hold back my smile while thinking about him. Arghhh! I kept imagining him coming to me, asking for my Instagram or my number, and I kept saying some stupid prayers like "Oh God, if it's him, send me a sign, or may he come to me" because until then he was the perfect boy, in terms of appearance. Until the blessed moment came when we got up, and I looked at him right away, to see if he was tall, BROOO he looked like he was 1.63, I'M 1.81. My smile immediately disappeared, and I quickly took him out of my plans, but the funniest part was that, when he was standing, he looked like one of those dwarves, with a giant head and a small body. Anyway, I have a trauma with shorter men, they are ridiculous, not generalizing of course, I just know that he is a hottie, and when I got home I went looking for his ig, but without success, and if I could, even if they caught me I would try something, because this is a man thing, that's it. 🎀

I actually do love life

especially w my outfit boards vs my actual style 😭