But First You Must Catch Me, My Dear~

*reaches part 3 in the Shadow Break saga* *gets to plot twist with V’s trap for Atrocity* *pauses video* *does lap around the room* *screams into the void* *continues*

1 hour later:

*finishes video*

*hears the whispers echoing V's words at the end*

I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW THE LORE IS GETTING TOO MUCH FOR ME AND I CAN'T HANDLE THIS IT'S TOO FREAKING MUCH-

I honestly don't know what to do with myself, I feel like I've drank 5 cups of coffee, I'm all jittery and I can't think straight-

The fight between V and Atrocity, geezzzzzzzzz I could see it all playing out in my head. And then everyone going after Atrocity and getting trounced. It kind of gave me the same feeling I have when watching The Battle of the Five Armies (the extended version from the Hobbit).

The math equation threw me for a freaking loop in the last audio, I can't believe that's how V let all his allies know about the plan.

Speaking about the plan, him and Cheeky- that was honestly a really, REALLY good twist, I really liked that. And yeah, definitely seems like something V would do, I'm chill with that.

I might be crazy but something did not feel right about L... glad my Pikachu queen is alive, don't get me wrong. The first time when V asked her why she didn't respond to his message and she sounded confused, I didn't think too much of it. But the second time, the second time there was a bit of hesitation. Why was there hesitation, L? Also, just a sidenote, what's Void Wraith been up to? Just curious.

Goodbourne can go kick rocks. Brias is all right.

Wilder. Just. Wilder. That's all, make of that what you will.

The whisperssssssss, the whispers the whispers at the end- is the strength of V's new form to much for his mind to handle? Is that why Dark also heard those voices? Originally I thought Dark was just repeating to himself what people like Damian might have said to him over the years... WHICH BRINGS UP ANOTHER POINT HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA *pained inhale* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

So EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE not really everyone but a lot of people in this section have been talking about the Dark Magic user and his powers and him killing the Brotherhood of Heroes and the Light Magic user also dying and- come on man, I freaking love Dark and you're telling me that he's gonna kill Blade????

I think that's it- minus the fact that there were multiple times during the audio that I was pacing around the house, standing stock still, muttering angrily to myself, gasping, etc. etc. etc.

I'm not okay-

Graaaaaaaahahahaha...

Personally seeing stuff like this is a little frustrating... I really want to see what ideas or tricks creators have up their sleeves, and I'm truly curious to see what exactly is in their minds. But I understand that this is a source of money for them and projects like that would take some effort, so they have to be practical and keep the algorithm in mind. I just hope they get to the point where they have to worry less about limitations like that.

I made the boi-

I shall call him Zar'ika which means little Zaros in Mando'a (aka Star Wars language aka Nyx is being a nerd again, shut up cat-)

I love him dearly-

Little zaros? Yup

(mhhmm and they dared to call him the penchant of promiscuity )

(All templates for the fabric details belong to @/keimaneuwu [twitter])

Two things I would buy from VAs in a heartbeat:

STICKERS. And I already have, also planning to get more after this semester's finished as a lil gift to myself (I have a bunch of Obi's stickers saved on my wishlist aaaaaaa)

A book or a novel from them- I know a few of them mentioned in some past streams that they had a manuscript or a novel they were working on and that inspired some of their work. I don't know if they'll finish it or if the idea's been scrapped, but I would absolutely buy a copy if they ever published something. (books have been one of my true loves since childhood, it'd be a neat addition to my library XD)

There are few things in this life I desperately desire.

One of these things is a "try not to laugh challenge" video while watching ASMR (if it's an audio intended for laughs)

Personally I'd fail in the first ten minutes- like if it's one of the non-canon V audios or MGFL/NJR, I'm done for...

We did not get the fwuff.

HAD TO FREAKING MISS THE FIRST BIT CUZ MY WIFI CUT OUT, THANKS UNIVERSE-

Bruh I missed Lochlannnnnnn

No he misses his peopleeee-

.......... BRO WHAT IS GOING ON JUST SAY IT PLEASE.

Okay so he's hearing a voice in his head- great- probably nothing suspicious, just some instincts-

"Hey, remember that the moon has influences over the tides- and he's a merman-" "SHUT UP-"

FORGET YOU, HOWWWWWW- YOU GOT DRUNK IN MY BATHTUB. HOW DO I FORGET YOU.

Don't make me cry. Goddammit I'm actually tearing up, don't you dare make me cry-

"I'm afraid to be your friend right now-" *pauses video and walks around room taking deep breaths*

Aw, checking to make sure he took care everything okay I'm fine-

Yeah I'm crying, ughhhhhhhhhh I can't-

... kay the screen's glitching...

Ok, Mage said something was teased in the last minisode, what happened with Aru that's important...

@kipperzz OK I'M SORRY-

The Ilves Crest Crochet Tapestry

I locked in last night lol, just finished this-

Original design by ZsakuVA, border pattern by naztazia on YouTube, tapestry pattern made by me on Stitchfiddle.

Random notes:

So the actual stats of this thing: The actual creative process started January 23 (I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THAT LONG?!?!?!?!!?) when I asked Saku if it was okay to try crocheting his design. Crocheting took a little over 7 weeks and ~108 hours? But with a bunch of interruptions due to college and family stuff. Luckily I bought more than enough yarn to finish this, since I found out a week after I started that JoAnn was closing (they had the best yarn selection I'd ever seen too 😭). It is 57.25 in. long (~1.5 m) and 47 in. wide (~1. 2 m).

I thought about making this like- an actual wall-hanging tapestry, but as it got longer I saw that it made a really nice blanket so I decided to just keep it as a throw. Definitely my biggest project to date...

Crochet list is still going for the VAs lol... I kind of want to make a wearable for myself though, so one small plushie attack to take a break from the big projects, then I'm going to make myself a spiderweb coat! If anyone has ideas on what I could make for the VAs, I'd love to hear them- Saku's down, for Nora I want to make a giant stuffed onigiri pillow... I think for Scythe I want to make JayJay's red panda plushie Advoo, but I feel like I could make something more epic. For Escaped, Mage, and GBA I have no idea what to make.

Anyway hope you guys like it!!!! This was super fun, and I'm really really proud of how it came out.

And thank you Saku, your work is super inspiring and I hope I did your design justice!

Cheers, lovelies <3

-🖤🐈‍⬛

I'm just keeping tabs on the fanartists in the community and hoping I can commission y'all as a bday gift to myself in a month or so...

New stickers raaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh-

Sonic stickers designed by my YouTube moot, Shi Sketches (she’s one of the besttttt)

Fluff and Angst Fanfic Cafe stickers by @kyri45 (needed to have, these are what I crave)

And the Dark One, Demon Hunter, Jayjay (MY BOI), and Villain stickers are from @scytheaudio

I'M FREAKING DYING, OKAY I HAPPILY ACCEPT MY ROLE IN THE FAMILY OMGGGGG XD-

Big chaotic family 😌 @scytheaudio @sombra7567 @escapedaudios @kittenis