Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt 3.
"So what? Maybe I do see the world in black and white. But when you've lived in darkness your whole life, black and white is all that you see." (Matador Gothic Part 3)
"I met a girl, Dad. I met a girl and she's so fucking beautiful. I met a girl and I wish I knew what to tell her. It's a long, long, crazy story but... I just need to know. Why aren't you here, Dad? Weren't you supposed to teach me to be a man? Why did you have to die, Dad? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what to tell her- [...] I wish you would talk back to me for once. Maybe you would know what to do." (Matador Gothic Part 3)
"Perhaps it is difficult to see the light when you are its source [...] When you are the light, you see only the shadows you cast." (Der Wolfsjäger Chapter Five: Valley of Death)
"Were it my eyes that were taken, I'd never forget your face. Not in a thousand years." (Blue Infinity Part Six)
"I hate the way that you have infinite potential and yet you sit here, looking at your screen, talking to a robotic imitation of a man. You could have everything I want, EVERYTHING! But here you sit, in your pathetic box of an apartment, eating disgusting manufactured food, working your meaningless little job, keeping your head down, never looking at other people, never touching them, never taking down the smallest of challenges, avoiding even the briefest moments of human connection." (ROM3O: Your AI Boyfriend Finally Gets a Body)
"Oh... it's simple. I'll be back even if you kill me. I'll be back because when you wake up from this dream, you will still hate yourself just as much as you always have. I'll come back because your lonely, pathetic life won't change. You'll never change. You can't change." (The Silence: Lucid Dreaming with Your Dream Boy)
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Forgot to post this lol-
Inspired by Mage Bunkshelf’s Respawn series, freehanded pattern by me.
Random notes:
Mmkay, so I wanted to make a Rambley plush cuz I thought he was cute, but I didn’t have the right shades of purple and most of my yarn budget for the month is spent.
“Well dang, what do I make while I wait for the stuff that I need…”
*excess white and green yarn starting at me * “Oh hello…”
This one was pretty easy, only took about a week or so. Also it’s kind of a scrap yarn project- I used two kinds of white yarn for this, a smaller weight for the chest and first section of the sleeves, and a larger weight to finish the sleeves off. Doing tapestry crochet for the logo probably would have been a better idea and looked cleaner, but I wanted to try experimenting with freeform. Also I LOVE a bell sleeve, so I had to indulge in some for this XD
IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED RESPAWN PLEASE DOOOOOOO- like especially if you’re a gamer nerd like come onnnnn it’s so good AUGH-
Currently at a hangout but had to retreat back inside cuz the mosquitoes are making a buffet out of my legs (so freaking ITCHY-)
Anyway, much love to you lovelies 🖤🐈⬛
Hi, just wanted everyone to see this frame I paused on too-
Anyway carry on-
Early crochet harvest of Valentine's goods...
Please be warned the following rant is very long and chaotic- again-
Listen I need something to keep out the voices-
Obsidian Lantern: Bro is overpowered for real, smh....
Mental state: *currently planning another trip to the bayou. For reasons. Important reasons. Shut up.*
Favorite series: Making a New Home/The Heart, Gator Boys, Vampire Friend
Series I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Dating a Zombie
Random notes:
An art GOD. AND MAKES GOOD STORIES. PICK A STAT, OBI, YOU CAN'T HAVE ALL THE TALENT-
See the one thing that I have trouble with is that if I'm watching their channel, I'm WATCHING, I can't really switch to another tab or focus on my crocheting else I'll miss the backgrounds (HEAVEN FORBID I MISS A BACKGROUND TOO LIKE-).
Another sandwich lover, sandwiches are life ✊🏾
ALSO HERSHEY IS ONE OF THE GOODEST BOIS I WUV HIM
Knows the meaning of slow burn. And knows how to write a good one. I'm going crazy, PLEASE EITHER OBINOA OR SAVELDDREN NEEDS TO GET A MOVE ON, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, THEY'RE SO CUTE-
That Gator Boys Q&A stream where Obi ended up getting stuck in Timmy's accent is my Roman Empire.
I like the lengths for most of the episodes- like they seem to fall in the 10-15 minute range which is really nice because I can listen to a good portion of a series in between my classes.
The Bloodmoon AU and Betraying your Vampire Friend were sooo good, I love horror AUs and audios.
Mage Bunkshelf: I really, REALLY, need to get away from Tumblr-
Mental state: *distant muffled screaming can be heard, can find her with face shoved into pillow*
Favorite series: Fallen Angel, Rancher & Knight, Introverted Incubus, Respawn (CAY MY LIL TRAUMATIZED MEOW MEOW), Old Vampire, Kitsune, Raccoon Boy- ok there's a lot SUE ME-
Series I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: "Yandere" Ship AI (NO CUZ YOU KNOW WHAT, FRICK THIS SERIES, I HONESTLY DID NOT EXPECT TO LOVE THIS WHAT THE HECK-)
Random notes:
WHY. ARE. ALL. THEIR. CHARACTERS. SO. FREAKING. CUTE-
JUST THE SOFT BOIS- AND I LOVE THEM
LIKE NEM AND JACKSON AND MITCH FREAKING BROKE MY HEART, THE POOR BABIES-
LURED ME IN WITH THEM, HOW DARE YOU PLAY ON MY FEELINGS LIKE THAT MAGE.
I mean then you got people like David and Llyr who aren't really in the "soft boi" category BUT AAGH- IF THEY'RE NOT CUTE THEY'RE SO FREAKING COOL-
One thing I really liked and can't emphasize enough HOW much I liked were the emotional moments? So like in Episode 1 of Introverted Incubus where Jackson admits exactly what he is/needs and breaks down. Or in Fallen Angel when Nem's telling their story. Also Episode 2 of Neko Listener when the roommate also turns into a neko. I don't know, it felt like Mage made it really easy to feel their pain or shock at the moment through their voice acting... I loved that so much.
Underlying messages... my mother LOVES to analyze movies and books for the hidden meaning behind them and I started to do that with audios lately lol... I felt like there were a few I could see in some of the stories.
Same thing as Obi about the episode length, easy to digest and short enough to listen to between classes.
AND LAUREN CREATES DID ART FOR SOME OF THE CHARACTERS, MY GOATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
*finds out they did a reading of The Raven. Which is my second favorite Poe writing.*
*listening to Respawn* *finds out Obi voiced the latest character*: "Omg Obi, yayyyy!" *realizes that was the latest and last episode in the playlist*: "OMG OBI NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-" 😭😭😭
Psychological horror my beloved aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-
THE TEMPTATIONS OF SATAN KILLED MEEEEEEEEEE
(also I stumbled upon this post... My immediate thought was "THEY JUST LIKE ME FRRRRRRR" over how they struggled with receiving compliments... second thought, in my opinion, MAGE DESERVES ALL THE COMPLIMENTS- seriously, they're one of the best VAs I've listened to so far??? Idk, I've just had such an amazing time on the channel, I've loved SO many of the stories- I just have a happy glowy feeling inside rn-)
MITCH IS MY CHILD NOW. HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR FR OMG- BABY RACCOON BOI I LUV HIM AAAAAA-
Also ah... I need a new channel to devour now SO IF Y'ALL GOT ANY RECS LEMME KNOWWW THANK YOUUUUUUUU-
Third of the way done with this.
One thing I'm realizing is that it looks way better on camera than in person.
Yes, the crown is highly inaccurate, I apologize, it was getting complicated. Still no regrets about making this my first tapestry crochet.
Rant? Idk, just random thoughts from today-
One thing I realized would be great to have is a gamer boyfriend. I put on Jonah's sleep aid and the amount of sheer focus I got from that was amazing. So yeah gamer boyfriend for boyfriend purposes but also because I can use him for background noise.
she says all this with the full intent of never getting into a relationship because she is too scared
Anyway in terms of background noise that works for me, I realized it's gaming streams, Q&As, and live DnD games with the BG3 cast. Audios work too but I get too caught up in them.
Besides this I'm also working on a skirt commission and two friends' bday presents for this month... March is busyyyy hahaha...
This was not the actual rant I intended to type out but the more lighthearted one
Also I measured it properly! It's nearly 3.5 ft (~1 m I think?) wide.
Probably the last update post for a bit, I'll just keep working on this behind the scenes... I just really liked how the crown was looking and wanted to show it off.
I am very pleased with my Sunday plans.
I apologize for the person I became last night after 11 pm, you will be seeing her again-
"Blue Infinity" is now on my favorite audio series of all time list, we're adding it to the playlist.
Escaped, you did freaking amazing with this. The writing, script, soundtrack, all of it, just the storytelling was so freaking good.
And the cast was incredible, goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... still loved how Scythe sounded like Captain Barbossa while playing Claw (freaking love Captain Barbossa). Also Saku as the Water Spirit was peakkkkkkkkkk.
(Also I really love this ⬆️, most of the time when I follow a creator, it's because they interact with their audience lol)
Why are the people in this circle so freaking cool. And is it a circle? Possibly a polygon of some sort...
(I have a headache, I should not have stayed up so late. Worth it tho)
*racing back to room after watching Chronicles of Narnia* *headphones taking forever to connect* "Please work, I need to hear my husband-"
BRO I THOUGHT THIS WAS ONLY GONNA BE FOR THE PATREON CROWD, THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THIS ESCAPED-
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FLETCHER I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUU
Yes, I'm tearing up already WOOOOOOOOOOOO- he's reading to Lass awwwwwwwwwwwwww...
ON. THE FLOOR. HE'S THE SWEETEST THING EVER AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH-
"If God takes your soul before mine, I'll still love you-" Hahaaaaaa, hey, Escaped, buddy, you know you can ASK me to hand over my heart before you throw it off a cliff, mmkay? YOU DON'T HAVE TO TEAR IT OUT OF MY CHEST, WE CAN SKIP THAT STEP.
Not Lass being an angel omg, augh, he makes me SICK-
7:56.
Escaped. I have lightsabers, I will fight you-
Again, thank you for giving us the timbermannnnnnnn, 10/10, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh-
"I am not editing this." (my favorite Escaped Audios catchphrase XD)
LOL I FREAKING LOVE THIS OMGGGG-
The Moots
POV: me and @souvlia spawn in Serulla (I'm there to stop Saz from jumping the Earis)
Hope you like it, Saz, sorry if I messed up any details!
(also curly hair supremacy let's gooooooo-)