... So Is It Irrational To Be Filled With Fear And Distrust?

Couldn’t help but think of Luca when I saw these XD

Happy early Valentine’s to y’all! 💝🖤🐈‍⬛

I need to make a game

Listened to the "Soda Can Bully" and "Cute Microwave" audios.

10/10. Currently pulling out my inhaler.

Never again.

Send this to ten other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile!!! ♡♡♡ YOU ARE VICTIM 2

KYA-

*falls off couch*

I'VE BEEN AMBUSHED-

Thank you, thank you, lovelyyyyyyyy, you're amazing and wonderful too- GRAH okay, ten people, here we go-

*despawns*

KYA, I'm HOOKED on your work... I just hope you guys are proud of what you've made and done... because it truly is lovely 🖤🐈‍⬛

Anyway, THERE'S YOUR TUMBLR BLOG- *smacks follow button*

ASMR Rant pt. 4: Thoughts after binging FernVA

Guess who's back~

Back again~

... No, not you V, get out of here-

FernVA: Ok I don't know what counts as "underrated" in this community- BUT FERN IS UNDERRATED CUZ WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT-

Mental state: @itzscribz Scribz, thank you Scribz, Scribz you're amazing, thank you for the suggestion-

Favorite audio: Break of Dawn, Reuniting with a Forest Demon

Audio I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Reuniting with a Forest Demon (I'M GOING TO CRYYYY)

Random thoughts:

*searches up Fern's channel* *sees how many videos are on it* *takes deep breath* "Ok we're not gonna get attached, we're going to enjoy their work but we are NOT going to get attached like we did with the others-"

Once again, starting with the oneshots- WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S AN SCP AUDIO ON HERE-

The Skyrim readings were lovelyyyyyyyyy, the narration was perfect... *staring at the screen after Tamriel Tales* OK THAT WAS AMAZING WOWWWWW- bro that's like one of the stories I'd read when I was younger!

The forest demon is about to make me sob on campus HAVE MERCY ON MY POOR HEART OMG-

Ok, Break of Dawn time, a lot of people like this I think...

So it's related to one of Good Boy's series so I should probably get into his channel (for some reason I am nervous to start watching his audios, I don't know why, just something about the 72 horses XD)

OK SO FAR EVERYONE'S REALLY CUTE, I LIKE THEM.

This is seriously the type of sci-fi story I adore-

I GOT ATTACHED, GOSH FREAKING DARN ITTTTTTTTT-

I really like how Fern's voice sounds... gentle at times, soothing, which makes it all the more intimidating when listening to the SCP audios- and then YARGWYNNNNNNNN, listen I would absolutely join that crew in a heartbeat, they all sound so cool-

Okay so like- Albus and Devlin- ah-

*is currently toasting a marshmallow over the burnt remains of the kitchen* Ah yes.. cooking-

ASMR Rant pt. 6: Thoughts after binging Jessie Love ASMR

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*flops down on couch* Yeah, sane Nyx is probably gone by this time, so we're stuck with slightly-feral Nyx, wooooooo-

Edit: [slightly-feral Nyx then fell unconscious five minutes later so we have sane Nyx again]

Jessie Love ASMR: BADDIE ALERT RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH-

Mental state: I just passed out, it's very late-

Favorite series: The Hunter and The Vampire, Among US, The Hunter's Organization

Series I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Among US

Random thoughts:

NOT a live reaction... busy day yesterday, so I just had Jessie's series playing in the background as a snack 0w0

Searching for the Impostor: "EVIL LISTENER, EVIL LISTENER WOOOOOOO-" Caught by the Impostor: "... OKAY I TAKE IT BACK, THIS IS SCARY-"

I love it when people play around with a silly little game when making their stories- it makes you realize "Oh! Oh, the entire premise is actually creepy af-"

Loved the monologue both when she got caught and when she was changing form after Listener got caught, very tense moment.

I've also realized that I could never have a werewolf partner, I would probably insult so many of them- *giant, intimidating wolf mythic that just shifted in front of me* *me with no survival instincts whatsoever*: "It's a murder bubbas, hai pubbyyyyyy! :D You want chest scritches???"

Also I now need to take Artemis and Alyssa to therapy (why is Alyssa just like me, come on now-)

BRIDGETTE MY GIRL I LOVE HER- I thought she was cool when she showed up in the Raban collab but AAAAA SHE WAS OUR MENTOR- and maker, I did not expect Listener to be turned. "They're probably fine, they just gotta take a few deep breaths-" "You need to drink this-" "Ohhhh, this isn't good-" (What do you meannnnnnnn she was humming "It's Been So Long aaaaaaaaaaaa-)

COULD NOT BELIEVE WHEN I SAW A "SCARY STORIES TO TELL IN THE DARK" READING, I LOVEDDDDDDDDDDD THAT SERIES-

*picks up Andrew and Dawn* *places them next to Alpha/Livana and Goblin/Goblin Girlfriend on the "Ships I would die for" shelf*

THEY ARE SO FREAKING CUTE AND I LOVE THEM OMGGGGGG- I LOVE collabs like this they make me so freaking happy-

Although Andrew did lose a point when he started judging Mariokart, my good sir, how freaking dare you (I miss it so much, wish I still had my Wii 😭)

Acting from everyone in that series was amazing too, everyone killed it.

Mythic queennnnnnnnn, kyaaa this was a good run-

*yelling at your window from the street*

YOU DESERVE IT ALL AND MORE, MAGE, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

ASMR RANT Pt. 2: Thoughts after binging Obsidian Lantern's and Mage Bunkshelf's channels

Please be warned the following rant is very long and chaotic- again-

Listen I need something to keep out the voices-

Obsidian Lantern: Bro is overpowered for real, smh....

Mental state: *currently planning another trip to the bayou. For reasons. Important reasons. Shut up.*

Favorite series: Making a New Home/The Heart, Gator Boys, Vampire Friend

Series I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Dating a Zombie

Random notes:

An art GOD. AND MAKES GOOD STORIES. PICK A STAT, OBI, YOU CAN'T HAVE ALL THE TALENT-

See the one thing that I have trouble with is that if I'm watching their channel, I'm WATCHING, I can't really switch to another tab or focus on my crocheting else I'll miss the backgrounds (HEAVEN FORBID I MISS A BACKGROUND TOO LIKE-).

Another sandwich lover, sandwiches are life ✊🏾

ALSO HERSHEY IS ONE OF THE GOODEST BOIS I WUV HIM

Knows the meaning of slow burn. And knows how to write a good one. I'm going crazy, PLEASE EITHER OBINOA OR SAVELDDREN NEEDS TO GET A MOVE ON, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, THEY'RE SO CUTE-

That Gator Boys Q&A stream where Obi ended up getting stuck in Timmy's accent is my Roman Empire.

I like the lengths for most of the episodes- like they seem to fall in the 10-15 minute range which is really nice because I can listen to a good portion of a series in between my classes.

The Bloodmoon AU and Betraying your Vampire Friend were sooo good, I love horror AUs and audios.

Mage Bunkshelf: I really, REALLY, need to get away from Tumblr-

Mental state: *distant muffled screaming can be heard, can find her with face shoved into pillow*

Favorite series: Fallen Angel, Rancher & Knight, Introverted Incubus, Respawn (CAY MY LIL TRAUMATIZED MEOW MEOW), Old Vampire, Kitsune, Raccoon Boy- ok there's a lot SUE ME-

Series I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: "Yandere" Ship AI (NO CUZ YOU KNOW WHAT, FRICK THIS SERIES, I HONESTLY DID NOT EXPECT TO LOVE THIS WHAT THE HECK-)

Random notes:

WHY. ARE. ALL. THEIR. CHARACTERS. SO. FREAKING. CUTE-

JUST THE SOFT BOIS- AND I LOVE THEM

LIKE NEM AND JACKSON AND MITCH FREAKING BROKE MY HEART, THE POOR BABIES-

LURED ME IN WITH THEM, HOW DARE YOU PLAY ON MY FEELINGS LIKE THAT MAGE.

I mean then you got people like David and Llyr who aren't really in the "soft boi" category BUT AAGH- IF THEY'RE NOT CUTE THEY'RE SO FREAKING COOL-

One thing I really liked and can't emphasize enough HOW much I liked were the emotional moments? So like in Episode 1 of Introverted Incubus where Jackson admits exactly what he is/needs and breaks down. Or in Fallen Angel when Nem's telling their story. Also Episode 2 of Neko Listener when the roommate also turns into a neko. I don't know, it felt like Mage made it really easy to feel their pain or shock at the moment through their voice acting... I loved that so much.

Underlying messages... my mother LOVES to analyze movies and books for the hidden meaning behind them and I started to do that with audios lately lol... I felt like there were a few I could see in some of the stories.

Same thing as Obi about the episode length, easy to digest and short enough to listen to between classes.

AND LAUREN CREATES DID ART FOR SOME OF THE CHARACTERS, MY GOATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

*finds out they did a reading of The Raven. Which is my second favorite Poe writing.*

*listening to Respawn* *finds out Obi voiced the latest character*: "Omg Obi, yayyyy!" *realizes that was the latest and last episode in the playlist*: "OMG OBI NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-" 😭😭😭

Psychological horror my beloved aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-

THE TEMPTATIONS OF SATAN KILLED MEEEEEEEEEE

(also I stumbled upon this post... My immediate thought was "THEY JUST LIKE ME FRRRRRRR" over how they struggled with receiving compliments... second thought, in my opinion, MAGE DESERVES ALL THE COMPLIMENTS- seriously, they're one of the best VAs I've listened to so far??? Idk, I've just had such an amazing time on the channel, I've loved SO many of the stories- I just have a happy glowy feeling inside rn-)

MITCH IS MY CHILD NOW. HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR FR OMG- BABY RACCOON BOI I LUV HIM AAAAAA-

Also ah... I need a new channel to devour now SO IF Y'ALL GOT ANY RECS LEMME KNOWWW THANK YOUUUUUUUU-

Headcanon: *giant, scary Reaper of Creation* Canon: *is a teddybear -w-*

Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 2

Scythe Audio

"Think of a time when you achieved something that made you proud... think of that moment when you told someone that you looked up to, and their face lit up with joy. Or when you smiled to yourself with a feeling of fulfillment because of all the work you put into something. Think of it... what was it? Yes, child, you see? That head on your shoulders possesses one brilliant mind indeed. I'm proud of you for what you have achieved. Don't compare it to anyone else. Your success is yours. Revel in it." (Comforted by the God of recovery)

"What I have created, what I have been through- you think silly thoughts and paranoia would stop me? I'm not going anywhere, because there are still people out there who enjoy my work. There are still people out there that make art of my creations [...] I still have people saying how much of an inspiration I can be to them [...] and how my work has gotten them through tough times. [...] There is one thing I do have, and that's the loyalty and love of the beautiful and brilliant fucking niche community who are just as wacky and weird as I am! And that's just the way I like it. [...] If my work makes one of my wacky family smile, then I've achieved my goal." (The Reddening 6)

"Twinkle? It's been an honor to share a bit of time with one of my favorite listener characters. You are truly wonderful, and it brings me so much joy to know how loving and caring you are, despite the endless shit that you've had to endure- kinda like my audience! It won't get any better for a while, but I promise you one thing- you don't get any colder as a result. Your heart stays warm. It is in fact your warmth and kindness that will save you... and save us all. Goodbye, Twinkle." (The Reddening 6)

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY BELOVEDSSSSSSSSSSSS

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