I feel so nonhuman today, which, in general , is good. But this time, it's like actually distressing, and I'm not enjoying it. I think it may be species dysphoria, I hate this so much.
God, I do not want to be in this human body, I'm supposed to be a wolf, angel, and a god. Not human.
Why couldn't I have just been a cloud? Or a star in space. Just anything but human.
I was actually crying about it earlier, /srs I just feel so yuck right now.
I'm so sleepy. I wanna just curl up in a ball and sleep.
I keep questioning so many species, and I'm honestly very excited to learn about so many links/types. But I'm definitely a Polytherian.
I had a full-on dog shift in my dream last night and felt so natural to me. Once I got up, I was pretty upset, BUT I was a completely different dog than any of the types I currently have - I'm sure I was an Australian Shepherd.
And there were different dogs I've spoken to! One was a puppy German Shepherd, and I think so husky mix? I was actually speaking with them - it felt so nice. One was talking about their puppies.
I DID A MOODBOARD!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it turned out so well kflsfka
If anyone wants me to make them a moodboard, please let me know! I wanna practice! :)
Moodboard Theme: tundra wolf + autumn tundra landscape
My Other Moodboards
Birthday time!! 🎂
Goodness, me I'm aging, today! 🤯
I'm not going to lie, I've been kinsidering kining Shadow Milk Cookie from Crk (Cookie run kingdom). For literally 4 months, but this month has been kind of constant of thinking about it - cause in some way it feels like me?
Me when my friend is a red fox therian like me :3.
I want to find wolf therians or angel alterhumans in real life 😭
having therian friends irl is so affirming because it's literally just like this 99% of the time
I think today is the day of kinsidering. Herrrmmm..
Cause sometimes I feel like an elk sometimes not really a deer per-say I've did try and identify as one months ago but the connection was not there.
But I have a connection to this Elk
Rocky Mountain Elk, I've been having antler shifts more frequently.
I've also had a full-on Golden Eagle shift, like everything was just a straight-up eagle. It lasted for the whole day.
And now my most technically recent one is Shadow Milk Cookie from crk (Cookie Run Kingdom). I've been considering it for a long time, I've been hesitating cause I did not know if he was just my favorite or I was fixated on him. But no, that like in someway me.
I love being able to interact with more divinekins, I feel more, me? Though I observe the majority of the time, it feels nice to be surrounded by creatures like me.