“you Look So Mad”

i’m falling for another girl. i’ve been comfortable with my sexuality for about a year, but NOW my internalized homophobia wants to kick in.

i just wanna tell everyone who struggles with this

your feelings are valid

loving someone is NEVER wrong, it’s beautiful

the guilt is temporary

you are not bad. you are human.

why am i so attracted to your imperceptibility?

why does the mystery intrigue me?

darling, what do you think in that head of yours?

do you love me, or hate me?

do i ever even cross your mind??

bi culture is wanting to wear sweatpants but not knowing how to make it look gay enough

thinking about how my cool democratic aunt bought me a book about a girl with internalized homophobia in an extremely religious town, that literally entirely applies to me.... do y’all think she knows somehow🤔

whoever created the little loop thing on the back of doc martens deserves a wonderful life

i will never be okay again. i can’t imagine a future where i’m stable and happy. i can never run far enough away from myself.

gaylors watching the matty healy rumors unfold after she finally ditched the beard

i have to dress and act super straight all weekend to impress my sisters boyfriends family. feeling drained already :/

depression makes everything feel so grey. the color has been sucked out of me & my world.

not only do my favorite people leave me

my favorite things do too

i lose them one by one

just like i lost you