Why Am I So Attracted To Your Imperceptibility?

whoever created the little loop thing on the back of doc martens deserves a wonderful life

to me you’re a rose among weeds

always commanding my attention

beautiful, yet seasonal

nothing too good ever stays with me

i’m just a convenient distraction while you’re here

because to you, i’m just another weed.

the stars still shine the same with out you here

i look just as pretty without you telling me so

i think i overvalued your importance

you were just a guy

who didn’t like me

as much as i liked you

it was oddly relieving

once it was all said and done

no more heightened emotions

now that you’re gone

i don’t want to forget

i don’t want to forget you laying between my thighs trying not to cry

i don’t want to forget you caressing my hair as i laid on ur chest in tears

even if it hurts

please don’t let me forget

MOON

candles

sigils <3

tarot!

toughest choice for me; but crystals.

tea tea tea

folklore (fae!)

mortar & pestal

self written journals!!

satchets.

Let's play a game of this or that. Reblog this with your results! You can only choose one from each selection.

Sun or Moon?

Candles or Incense?

Sigils or Runes?

Tarot or Oracle?

Crystals or Herbs?

Coffee or Tea?

Folklore or Mythology?

Mortar + Pestal or Cauldron?

Self-Written Journals or Books?

Jars or Sachets?

“you have a song that reminds you of me?”

“yeah.”

“it’s a sad song.”

“don’t you think we’re kind of sad? we’ve known of our doom from the start. but we keep coming back to each other and hurting ourselves all over again.”

i will never be okay again. i can’t imagine a future where i’m stable and happy. i can never run far enough away from myself.

i think i enhanced you

in my mind

even dust particles

in the light

look like sparkles

thinking about how my cool democratic aunt bought me a book about a girl with internalized homophobia in an extremely religious town, that literally entirely applies to me.... do y’all think she knows somehow🤔