god i’m so tired of my body i just wanna be skinny or at least thin for non disordered ppl i’m tired af.
ofc i’m working hard to reach my goal but yeah there are days when i’m just tired of being in this body.
also i’m convinced that once you are skinny starving yourself is much more enjoyable, you really feel like idk a model (??) lmao but maybe it’s just me.
friend is coming over later today and she used to have an ed. every time we hang out we bake and eat something sweet, so i’ve been on a 24hr fast til she comes over. 16hrs in! we’re probably gonna go on a walk too, so i’m gonna try to burn at least 400cals.
made this today and i do think im funny thank you 😁
i made this, grind starts tomorrow and i’m not going to take a break. i need it .
Guys, do not give up. I'm after two weeks and I already see massive effects. The jeans that were too small for me now fit loosely. I believe in you my darlings!
just waiting for the debilitating melancholy to pass
🐞going out tips🐞
when eating with friends, offer up your food for sharing, pick something on the healthy side, get an appetizer and make it your meal, say you ate before you came and only have a drink
less suspicion from others, less guilt for eating out
I just snatched 3 lax for mom's bag, took two and saved one for emergency
Me rn:
this pic gets me every time shes so goals
“You finished all of it?”
It was the only thing I ate today
I wish I didn’t eat it at all
guess who ended up bingeing anyways and today as well… getting on track tmrw.