Happy Wednesday. This Image Is Singlehandedly Holding Me Back From Doing Something Unwise College Is

yeah okay i think drawing soukoku is therapeutic for me. never before, maybe excluding my depressive episode at like fifteen-sixteen yo. have i ever drawn this much soukoku. good news is i finished applying to one of the colleges i want to attend. it made me spit blood but i dont need to worry about that hellish application site for at least another 24 hours. at this point i feel like i would rather go through a hunger games style tournament to get in rather than typing in my email or PESEL number ever again. my distaste for computers continues to sabotage my daily life. but yeah- save me soukoku. soukoku drawing save me. soukoku drawign

the colors are on point the poses are on point the expressions are on point cloudfish nails the assignment yet again

I think at this point if i drew them actively making out it would have less tention that this

(also ignore me being too lazy to draw the background, work smarter not harder)

leave him alone he’s pupating

also hello, technically my first ever post on tumblr. i figured i wouldn’t ever get to posting on here but the lack of collective uproar in the bsd fandom about the absolute body horror that went on in the newest chapter is baffling to me and i must fill this niche. like right now. he literally emerged from under bram’s skin that is terryfying and i need more. also i am very much aware of the fact that the “tripolar singularity” line does not refer to fyodor himself, but the composition of this piece is already whack i needed something to fill the blank spaces. yapping aside- bon apetit fyodor enjoyers and haters alike

they’re gonna do both

perfect blue🤝stormbringer

kinda fucking you up for a while but like in a good way

at first i was torn on this piece, but now… i think i like it quite a lot (:

oh, also- life update- i finally started college, or more accurately almost started college but i got to meet some of my future classmates, teachers, and to explore the building and i honestly have to say im very hyped to start studying. my brain needs nourishment outside of what i can provide for it.

i just noticed an accidental paintstroke i forgot to erase. im coughing up blood as i type this

yet another lighting study based off a photo- i can’t seem to find it in my camera roll right now but it is somewhere

and soukoku, as usual. i really do default to drawing them when tired huh

i have never been more glad to have a sister that shares my own interests. this thing is getting stolen ASAP

literal art

YYYEAAAHHHHHHH

I LOVE YOU ARCANE PLATE💞💞

(if anyone wants the pattern for him u can message me or smth, i drafted him myself and ill send u the reference i used for the lace aswell)

(also feel free to make suggestions lmao)

drawn on 18.08’22

i should get back to making videos like these theyre so fun istgg

oh also thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday, whether you end up seeing this or not (:

drawn on 10.04’24

dont even ask me what the story behind this piece is

are they in a club are they in a ditch somehere is the red lights LED’s is it police sirens i do not know this one is purely about the vibe. this one is about the aesthetic of it all and i wanted to play with some funky colours. i’d barely calk this a finished piece even, i feel like this is loose enough to be concidered a sketch

hope you have this app in dark mode if you want to see any details