I Just Noticed An Accidental Paintstroke I Forgot To Erase. Im Coughing Up Blood As I Type This

(if anyone wants the pattern for him u can message me or smth, i drafted him myself and ill send u the reference i used for the lace aswell)

(also feel free to make suggestions lmao)

drawn on 07.05’24

tried out a new brush with this one, and oh my god i have never used a digital brush that looked more like a ballpoint pen. the texture is very much on point. the color- immaculate

my tendency to draw soukoku when stressed is also clearly visible

drawn on 18.08’22

i should get back to making videos like these theyre so fun istgg

oh also thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday, whether you end up seeing this or not (:

hey its my eighteenth birthday tomorrow have some soukoku to celebrate

in few other pieces of mine is my love for drawing the human form this visible, i think. there’s just something about the curves of a body thats soo fucking fun to draw istg. and especially when it’s also fanart. sign me tf up.

oh and i didn’t draw this piece to depict a sexual interaction, and while i dont care if you read it that way, it’s your eyeballs not mine, i do really hope i managed to convey the intimacy of human touch without veering into softcore porn territory. they are simply vibing and so am i. (i refuse to get into my very strong opinions on sexualizing naked bodies in this post, maybe one day but not here)

reference used:

drawn on 10.04’24

dont even ask me what the story behind this piece is

are they in a club are they in a ditch somehere is the red lights LED’s is it police sirens i do not know this one is purely about the vibe. this one is about the aesthetic of it all and i wanted to play with some funky colours. i’d barely calk this a finished piece even, i feel like this is loose enough to be concidered a sketch

hope you have this app in dark mode if you want to see any details

why do a regular lighting study when you can play dressup with your favorite characters

thank you chuuya for existing this was rlly fun to draw and the rendering was incredibly pleasant to do- just one of those pieces that you feel sad about finishing it because you can’t work on them anymore

version in red and reference photo under the divider thingie

yeah okay i think drawing soukoku is therapeutic for me. never before, maybe excluding my depressive episode at like fifteen-sixteen yo. have i ever drawn this much soukoku. good news is i finished applying to one of the colleges i want to attend. it made me spit blood but i dont need to worry about that hellish application site for at least another 24 hours. at this point i feel like i would rather go through a hunger games style tournament to get in rather than typing in my email or PESEL number ever again. my distaste for computers continues to sabotage my daily life. but yeah- save me soukoku. soukoku drawing save me. soukoku drawign

perfect blue🤝stormbringer

kinda fucking you up for a while but like in a good way

at first i was torn on this piece, but now… i think i like it quite a lot (:

oh, also- life update- i finally started college, or more accurately almost started college but i got to meet some of my future classmates, teachers, and to explore the building and i honestly have to say im very hyped to start studying. my brain needs nourishment outside of what i can provide for it.

tried drawing using greyscale for values before applying colors. definetly a way to do things, but not as intuitive for me as my usual process. either way, back from the dead and got into the college i wanted to get into the most so yippee for mr. adult man (me). i drew this sometime during the recruitment process to play around with poses that would express emotion (?) but also not be a literal study or a big piece. because i was quite tired and overstimulated taking care of all the administratory aspects of college applications. very hyped to begin studying actually (: i bound a shitty tiger calendar in some faux leather i had lying around and added new dividers to it and everything so now it looks extremely legit. but enough rambling- bon apetit

leave him alone he’s pupating

also hello, technically my first ever post on tumblr. i figured i wouldn’t ever get to posting on here but the lack of collective uproar in the bsd fandom about the absolute body horror that went on in the newest chapter is baffling to me and i must fill this niche. like right now. he literally emerged from under bram’s skin that is terryfying and i need more. also i am very much aware of the fact that the “tripolar singularity” line does not refer to fyodor himself, but the composition of this piece is already whack i needed something to fill the blank spaces. yapping aside- bon apetit fyodor enjoyers and haters alike