This past month has been hell on earth
If you haven’t heard from me in forever outside of shitposts on tumblr - uhh sorry but I simply am not real and won’t be real until finals are over bc between passing those, trying to not get fired, and not completely mentally shutting down- I have had no energy left to be normal or lock in on having a personal life
See you soon perhaps
Unless finals week is actually my final week
idk what will happen tbh
disabled people who do not directly "contribute" to society and need large amounts of care and resources to survive deserve not only to survive but to have comfort, stability, and fun within their lives while they do. no compromises.
My most secret (not actually) and definitely most controversial bbc merlin headcanon…
Is that Gwaine is ace-spec
I have written so much about this but will post none of it because I KNOW nobody will agree-
It’s true though. He told me himself☝️🙂↕️
happy autism acceptance month. this month, regardless if you're abled or disabled, allistic or autistic, try to consider if you really do accept people with autism. all aspects of autism. people who:
without volume control
talk to themselves or make sounds (seemingly) at random
have huge screaming meltdowns
stim any way, including smearing body fluids
only talk about one subject and will never "move on"
stare inappropriately
struggle with personal hygiene
are unemployed
who left education early ("dropped out")
has a carer and will always need one
don't use mouth words to communicate
have comorbid intellectual disability and don't want to separate that from their autism
autism acceptance month can't truly be about acceptance if we don't broaden our understanding of autism and confront our internal biases. these things listen above are normal parts of autism. sometimes very common. there's stigma around them, but that's stigma we can actively fight.
Crossing the road is way too social
I can’t do it I don’t understand the rules and all the cars are mad at me
absolutely crazy move for arthur to say thank you to merlin for the first time as his last words and then hold the back of his head and try to pull his own head up for like. totally a kiss before losing the strength to pull merlin in and then just dying instead. good one man.
Rip Christian Troy… you would have loved Challengers
camelot power couple
“I asked ChatGpt”
Ok well I asked the wasps nest in my attic, the song is loud and beautiful and I am so very afraid. There is a wasps’ nest in my attic. Perhaps it can soothe my itching soul.
I can’t even begin to describe how severe the gender envy I get from this image is. It’s genuinely painful.
I need to tear my skin off and hope that this is what sits waiting beneath my flesh- like a butterfly or some shit.
Hi! It's me scrumpledmilk the cool guy ever20 trans + autistic YouTube era soon 😨🫣
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