I Binged And Now I’m So Full I Can’t Breathe. I Wanna Puke So Bad.

I think this mentality stems from lived experience tbh. Most men I’ve met are only nice/kind to women they deem attractive. Even my friends have noticeed this. So when we meet a “nice guy” we think they’re tryna flirt.

Kindness is not flirting.

tbh I do not like soft drinks like coke but I might try this. It might help me with my sugar cravings and it’s 0 cal

People with eating disorders when they finally move out and do their own food shopping

My Bloody Valentine - Lose My Breath

Susanna Kaysen, from “Girl, Interrupted,” originally published c. 1993

Felt

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

I love this so fucking much.

i’d rather be burning with you in hell right now.

via weheartit

Felt✨

“She came back from summer looking gaunt and sick, clearly not well, but oh god her body dropped jaws”.