Felt
i fantasize about being skinny all day tbh
My life is spiraling out of control BUT I can control what I’m eating so ig that’s something
Susanna Kaysen, from “Girl, Interrupted,” originally published c. 1993
Before Sunrise, 1995
When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.
new semester and i’m back in my ana-ortho era. it’s going great so far. brought a shit ton of protein stuff and plants. 2023 starting strong. gonna do high res cuz i have too many classes.
very much gonna be living my studious gothic cyber punk princess life all of January
workout i like to do🥵🥵🥵
insta thinspo: @barbieghoul