“Letting Go Means To Come To The Realization That Some People Are A Part Of Your History, But Not A

I'm sorry to all my friends old and new and loved ones I didn't mean to turn out insane and irksome or bothersome. I wish I had been able to keep my reputation when my last relationship ended. I've done so much I wish I hadn't. It'll never be okay or the same.

"this too shall pass" well can it fucking get on with it

Somehow, I have to let go of the past when I'm not having memory issues.

it sucks because for a minute i was happy, for a minute i was getting better, for a minute i had hope, but in a minute i lost it all again

Got my archive I had from the past 3 years off my phone storage. Have more Glowworm.

is it even ethical to flavor blast a goldfish

I am going to the hospital tomorrow I hope. Been a while since I went been feeling not right in my head. Been kinda down and wrong with my meds. In two days something weird is going to happen.

Now I know everything I thought wasn't real really isn't real. I've been having delusions for years. It's been harrowing. I've bothered others, gone off the deep end. If only I could go back 5 years and undo what has happened and what I did. I don't feel the crippling guilt anymore at least that's lasted my entire life.