Affirmations

affirmations

-they should kill me

-they are going to kill me

-im scared because they are going to kill me

-they are going to kill me because i am scared

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10 months ago

starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world


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3 months ago
There are flat earthers on the TV and I'm fading in and out. The stars are a clock and I count them in my head until my lungs are polluted with constellations. All I can do is breathe, feel them spin in my throat. My wrists hang limp over the side of the sofa; magnetic declaration, geocentric distortion, some sort of heaven. The words drag themselves across the walls and I still see them when I close my eyes. Is this the final experiment? Is this the end for me? I don't know, at this point I'm more focused on keeping myself breathing. I'm lying dead on a hill of my own making, and god, the foxes outside are screaming like hell, but nobody even raises their head. There are flat earthers on the TV and a dead hound in the living room, and I'm fading in and out.

there are flat earthers on the tv // 16.01.2025


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3 months ago
i am not an angry person
or at least, i dont think i am, 
not anymore, but 
im sorry that i was

im sorry that people see me as an open palm
a closed fist, something aching to bite
im sorry that there are people who 
would rather choke down chlorine 
than choke out my name, and 
im sorry that i would do the same

im sorry for the people who only saw 
my life through databases and the scars covering everything ive got, and 
im sorry that i couldn't have been
anything more than an open wound
im sorry that i didnt even try

im sorry for all the goodbyes that are rotting in
emails i dont even remember the passwords to
im sorry that i hope you wouldnt recognise me now,
and that i cant recall your faces, let alone names
im sorry that i was too scared to end it,
im sorry that there wasn't anything to end

im sorry that blood on my hands isn't mine, 
but it will be, it will be and im 
sorry i couldnt make everything better
im sorry i couldnt make anything at all.

a parasites lungs are filled with apologies, none of them spoken // forgive me


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1 month ago

does anyone want to be friends on goodreads. maybe


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