the way john whines out dutch’s name in american venom has me in a fucking chokehold like i actually start tweaking the fuck out every time i hear that little break in his voice, throat heavy and itching “dutch… dutch, come on, now!” aauauhhauuhhh im throwing myself off a bridge
preparing for my first market ever, drawin merch
i’m sorry i don’t want morston fix-it’s or hurt/comfort or fluff or domesticity morston is just better if arthur is dead and john is wholly consumed by grief and guilt and shame and longing
“If you desire to be good, begin by believing that you are wicked.”
— Epictetus, Fragments
i think we need to talk about john’s dead daughter more can we do that is it okay if we do that who wants to do that
oh my god get the fucking chatgpt shit out of my john marston tags i’m just here for sad dog art and cowboy kisses
My heaaaaaadddddddddddddddddd
it’s never coming back
ooohhhhhhhhh this makes me emotional the dead eye marker over the hickeys oooohhuhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tightly had to crop this one for tumblr :((
Loving, leaving, pulling, pushing
Falling, feeling, swimming, swinging
Singing, sinking, dying, diving
Falling, feeling, swimming, swinging
Loving, leaving, pulling, pushing
Singing, sinking, dying, diving
charles/john but they’re both imagining that the other is arthur……………. is there anyone else on the planet earth who understands me……………
23, writer 𓄒 john marston loyalist & morston + vandermarston intellectual 🪦
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