“what’s Your Writing Process” I Put A Pathetic Guy In A Blender And Blend Blend Blend

the colors!!!! i love this a little too much colter john colors auauhhhh…..

fuck

vandermarston he’s not desperate n begging bc he’s scared his friend might die he’s desperate n begging bc he is so thoroughly heartbroken can’t even imagine the earth shattering shock john felt when he climbed up this mountain to put a bullet in micah’s brain n move on then suddenly his abuser is standing in front of him and once again his life is at the mercy of this man and he’s trembling with fear and sorrow unable to decide wether he should kill this man who destroyed every piece of him or let his friend die and he never can make that decision auaughhhhh my bbabyyyyy ❤️‍🩹💔💔💔