I Guess I Think About The Afterlife A Lot. And It Just Hit Me That Why Do We Assume It’s Just A Skeleton

Re-upload, didn’t do superwell first time, don’t expect it to blow up now. But it just represents my own little personal growth and I want to find pride in that.

Take care of yourself and be proud of your journey, how small it may look to others.

Miraculous S5E4 - Jubilation . Well, between I saw this episode and made this drawing, like 2 more came out. I'm so behind hehe. 
Liked the episode, feels like things are finally starting to happen. 
Really liked how they could use the power of Gift as a weapon and really reminded me of the Superman-story "For the Man who has everything" so I designed this based on that cover. 
And happy with the face, the bodies, the lightning. . #miraculous #miraculousladybug #miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir #ladybug #marinette #marinettedupaincheng #darkowl #darkerowl #mrdamocles #gift #jubilation #zagheroes #photoshop #photoshopart #digitalart #digitalillustration . #commissionsopen (på/i Paris, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkdV6UossGk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Who Saves the Heroes?

Third time drawing My Hero Academia and not more happy with it then the previous (deleted at this point) posts

anxiety cycles🌀

EDIT// I didnt expect this so get so many notes lol. But real quick, I’d like to add some context: this post is about the way anxiety affects me! It’s not meant to be an infographic or an all encompassing list of anxiety types/ symptoms. It manifests differently for a lot of different people (like having panic attacks, which are sort of a combo of mental and physical distress, as several folks have pointed out). I think it’s cool people are discussing more about it in the notes! I just want to clarify the original post is about the way I personally experience general anxiety symptoms.

And yet another Saturday-upload that was planned as a Friday. And the one thing this week that was planned for a set deadline and didn’t actually meet it.

But last year I did a random Winter-Max-thing and I thought it was fun how much I got right with the release of Double Exposure. That green jacket (even if a lot less detailed, I had just discovered my interest in fashion), those yellow-ish gloves, the overall winter-theme and cosy forest.

Not the scarf tho, and she apparently still kept the sweatshirt… which she only uses under the jacket… so a LOT of layers to keep herself warm. I did plan to make the hat yellow as well to match the glow but thought it would be fun for her to just borrow Chloe’s blue one.

But yeah, just me once again wondering how I became a gardener and not a professional… concept artist? Brainstormer? Coffeemaker? Chair? IF I HAD A COIN for every random thing I find myself predicting to my interests, I could buy myself a singular chocolate bar.

To make sure it doesn't get to much of the same things, name the next thing I should draw from. You could just name the francise and I can pull one of my hundred ideas from my notes. You could name a specific character I maybe haven't done in a while. You could dare to say something new and hope I know what it is!

This day just keeps getting better and better

Some things I want to get done before New Year are just some re-drawings of stuff I wasn’t happy with.

First was the Chat Noir-post which itself was a redrawing of an older Miraculous Day-post.

This new one is closer to the original and more symmetric. Doesn’t feel as all-over-the-place as V.2 and looks better side-by-side with Ladybug.

The Choice

The Choice. The important choice. For some, the final choice. The one needed to be made every single day. Choose if you can find the search for strength to fight just another day. Weak legs, fake smile, empty heart. The thoughts, the bullies, the oppressors, the search for the light in the end of the tunnel. The quiet fight. The unseen fight. The one bypassers won’t know about it until it’s too late.

The maths’ not perfect, I didn’t keep it in a journal or anything but 10 years ago now, I made a choice. I stared down into the abyss and said No and I have been saying No everyday since. Some days have been easier than others. And I’m grateful I did what I did. 10 years later, I have strengthened my bond with my family, I went to the most amazing high school and made friends. Once a childhood bully is today the best of them. I’ve travelled, I’ve made memories, I’ve gotten awards, met idols. I got to hold my nephews, hear them speak and walk and laugh with pure unfiltered joy. I got jobs and earned colleagues’ respect and proved myself and my oppressors that they were wrong. I’ve been a rock, I have inspired others to follow their dreams. I do matter, I should breathe this air too.

10 years and this topic is still as important to be as ever. 4 days ago was Suicide Prevention Day. I really wanted to make something about it but couldn’t come up with anything worth presenting until now.

So a friendly reminder, keep in touch with the people around you, check up on them, be there for them. Be a rock. Or ask for one. Turn to your contacts, you might be surprised how much they care if you let them.

Keep fighting, it will be worth it in the end.