it’s 12:04 in the afternoon, and i’m here in my messy bedroom. My head is kind of against the wall, my back on the pillow and i don’t know how to explain - seriously, how can i be a good writer?
right now, i don’t know my purpose. i think i’ve forgotten what i really want to do with my life. i’m so bored. ugh, idk
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took a look
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laugh
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be gracious
express friendliness
express tenderness
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look delighted
look happy
look pleased
touch
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border
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wheeze
catch one’s breath
fight for breath
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glare
glower
grimace
pout
gloom
lower
sulk
cloud up
do a slow burn
give a dirty look
give the evil eye
knit brows
look black
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look stern
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action
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evolution
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flow
migration
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operation
progress
shift
advance
agitation
alteration
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churn
roil
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whirl
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crimp
crisp
curl
eddy
purl
roll
snake
surge
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whirlpool
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girls don’t want boyfriends they want a chris evans buzzfeed puppy interview
i can never get over this book
adam silvera must be the most talented writer of the century to be able to trick almost all of his readers into thinking rufus and mateo would survive even though the title of the book is literally ‘they both die at the end’. still can’t believe i fell for that trickery
“do not fall in love with people like me. i will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. i will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. and when i leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.”
— caitlyn siehl
Yesterday someone told me, “Your star is still rising. Perhaps it’s headed for a different constellation.” and....... I need a moment
kinda late, but this was my layout for May
you can have something and not be able to keep it for long
“Every time you are tempted to react in the same old way, ask yourself if you want to be a prisoner of the past or a pioneer of the future.”
—
The Rain in España by 4reuminct
“Ang pag ibig na kayang magpakawala, nananatili. Ang pag ibig na kayang bumitiw, nangangako.” — Raoul Vesarius Riego (Sands of Time)
To get the future I want. To meet the future I have planned. – Guest Submission
(Please don’t add negative comments to these posts.)
““I thought the idea of education was to learn to think for yourself.””
—
it's terrifying how corona virus stopped the world
“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.”
(via amargedom)
Because women don’t have to be men’s equals to be considered contenders; they have to be better. That’s the lie of it all. You have to be better to prove yourself worthy of being equal.
Mackenzi Lee, The Lady’s Guide to Petticoats and Piracy (via awesome-books-you-must-read)
Truthburger
“I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get.”
— Rascal Flatts (via naturaekos)
It comes and it goes, knowing I’m alive It hits me sometimes, like a lightning strike Just whilst I’m living, just while outside And the sun warms the skin of my face
‘I’m here,’ I think, and I am right, ‘I’m warm,’ I say, from my bed at night ‘I live,’ I wonder, with my toes in the grass, ‘how lovely,’ I sigh, as I watch the clouds pass
Sasha Chorny, tr. by Bernard Meares, from “A Drunkard’s Nocturnes,” c. 1910
february gray
Daily reminder!
To one day be someone else’s reason. – Guest Submission
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one day, i'll save to buy my parents a house and give them money that will be enough for them to spend until the rest of their lives. when i give them that, i will ask for their permission to set me free cause i'm tired of their chains and keeping me away from the world i want. I want my freedom.
Last night was the first night I felt alive in 2020. I was happy like I wasn’t for years.
We danced to our favorite songs. Sang at the top of our lungs. The center was full of people existing at the moment.
I got into a little trouble for going late, with my mom warning me she’ll never let me go anywhere again, but I don’t care. I was happy. I cherished every second of last night. I lived in the moment with my friends.
If given a chance, I’d do it over again. And maybe not go home after the night I will always remember.
011020
Sometimes I think it's better to not have a chance at something than to have a chance that you know will not last long. You'll be craving to have something you can never keep.
I don't think I will be able to read again. I don't think I can bear another heartbreak. Despite the pain I am feeling, I will live & love in the dark.
If we all die eventually why does it matter if I want to go earlier?
If anyone's going through hard stuffs right now, please remember that it all gets better, somehow. Shit happens but you can't stop cause life goes on, with or without you. Don't miss out.