It’s 12:04 In The Afternoon, And I’m Here In My Messy Bedroom. My Head Is Kind Of Against The Wall,
it’s 12:04 in the afternoon, and i’m here in my messy bedroom. My head is kind of against the wall, my back on the pillow and i don’t know how to explain - seriously, how can i be a good writer?
right now, i don’t know my purpose. i think i’ve forgotten what i really want to do with my life. i’m so bored. ugh, idk
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Dark Academia Playlist
a little dark, a little whimsical, tunes to make you feel like the main character in a film.
roslyn — bon iver, st. vincent
the secret history — the chamber orchestra of london
les mémoires blessées — dark sanctuary
into dust — mazzy star
clair de lune, l. 32 — claude debussy
show me how — men i trust
eyes on fire — blue foundation
over the moon — the marías
falling asleep with a book on your chest — lullatone
solo — five mile town
tchaikovsky: swan lake — pyotr ilyich tchaikovsky
altogether — slowdive
cigar & a 78 — five mile town
visions of gideon — sufjan stevens
thinking of you — cosmic child
headache — grouper
if i’m asleep — five mile town
dark — daffodils
Post 3
Not all wounded soldiers fought for the right war.
“The farther you swim out from shore
The more likely you are to lose yourself.”
These words haunt me still, and on the eve of my engagement -
I think of these words again after a conversation with my mother where she told me “my heart could not be trusted because I have a track record” and she recounted each past relationship I had and was told to remember why they failed.
How does one live like that? How does one live not trusting one’s heart? Is that not all we have?
To be human
To love
To lose
To love again.
It is to be human. I do not want to live afraid, I do not want to love holding back. I will not be blind, but I will listen to heart and I will be human.
“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.”
(via amargedom)
“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”
— Unknown
dude, Q is surely growing on me
