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You know what?

I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.

I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)

I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.

I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.

I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.

I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.

I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.

I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.

I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.

This. Just, just this is perfect.

Considering that Aoba and Sei adapted to their surroundings, wouldn't that just mean that Sei would end up looking like a long haired human Ren? Or an exact twin of Aoba with blue hair and hazel eyes if he was raised outside of Oval Tower?

Hard to say! It could have to do with their psychology as well as their surroundings — it’s not like Aoba ever started to “blend in” with the locals, and he didn’t pick up the pink or red hair of his family either.  Plus with Ren, his human form is obviously based off Sei’s current one. I’d suspect Sei would look vastly different in some way though, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he looked either very much like Aoba (with smoother hair and features) or an inverse Aoba in some way, given their “true” forms have inverted patterns. A negative for blue is orange though so maybe not lmao.

Please reblog if you think that “they/them/theirs” is a valid set of pronouns.

if you're worried about the new ToS for AO3, please remember that you are primed to distrust because of the way politics are intertwining with the internet right now. remember to look into definitions yourself, fact check, and look through the logic lense before jumping to conclusions.

AFAIK right now, the update clarifies terms that have already existed. it's not changing as much as it is clarity-rewriting. i'm still looking through the legalese (law student, i'm learning as I go) and I will be checking in again later, but don't despair.

however, don't get lax. download fics, connect with the authors, build out your communities. comment and bookmark and save, and please don't stop writing.

Any curse, chain mail, whatever reblog or you’ll ____ post.

Has now been broken. Enjoy your day/night as a free/safe human being~

I’m back! With a Soap Squad ft Bàl (that is also a MacTavish so… is still Soap Squad (?) )

Enjoy the lil details or not that on y’all. But it was a relief to be able to pull this one after a bit of pain and blockage in the artistry stuff.

For the non familiar this are all the versions of soap that @scientificallywrongsoap cosplay in TT. Form left to right:

🔪 Soap Warzone

🔫 Johnny MacTavish

🐺 Subject 7-1 (Soap Zombies)

☠️ Bàl (Soap comes back wrong version, inspired by Acceptable Loss in ao3)

I will let here the song I was listening to when I did this one I think fits the new Soap a bit.

Molly (my dead name) be gone!

I wish......parents refuse to understand

we’re gonna delete deadnames

reblog to delete your dead name

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

PSA if you’re medicated or are new to medication: do not stop medicating cold turkey without supervision from your psychiatrist or without letting them know you’d like to quit. these things need to be done gradually, doing it abruptly can fuck you up really, REALLY bad, long term. please please please don’t be reckless about your mental health.

This will always be true

:)