5 Reasons Why Depression Is Getting More Common

We Are All Dreamers [M]

➬ Title | We Are All Dreamers

➬ Summary | Jeon Jungkook is a cocky bastard. Not only does he have the pride and insolence twice the size of his head, but he also has an anger that could open up the door to hell on itself. As he continues to refuse to believe on the soulmate system, he keeps on unknowingly hurting you, punishing you for what the universe has thrown at him in the past. Would he change his ways as he finally meets you? Or would you run away, giving him the exit that he had seemed to desire so greatly?

↳ Pairings | Jeon Jungkook x reader

↳ Genre | Enemies to Lovers!au, Soulmate!au, Smut, Angst

↳ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

↳ Warning | Heavy angst at the beginning, slow burn, lots of misunderstandings but lots of make-up sex happening, virgin sex/first time, penetration sex, dom!kook, possessive sex, dirty talk, minor degradation, slight breast play, body worship, pussy eating (some biting might be involved), fingering (f receiving; vaginal).

↳ Word count | 16,5k words (I went a little overboard, I’m so sorry but I can’t help myself *cries*)

↳ Music Companion | Lone Wolf - Our Love | Evrdo - Images |

➬ Author’s Note | Written as a commission for @mindays​. I’m sorry this took so long. I also made a little twist from your request to add some (more) drama, but I really hope you’ll enjoy this. Thank you so much for commissioning me :)  | Also tagging @ladyartemesia​ for chipping in some ideas through the comments left behind on my post to help me out with this lol

Had someone ever asked you how often times you had spent hours and long nights researching and reading everything there was to know about soulmates, perhaps you would have died of embarrassment.

It is not so much that you are completely obsessed about it—particularly about finding yours—it is just that you have had too many questions about it to not be able to just sit in idle and wait until the universe would finally give you some answers or tell you more than what it had been showing you.

Dreams, sometimes vivid, mostly vague. Each one had been coming to you in broken fragments as a sign that your soulmate truly exists. That the universe had set you up with another human being somewhere out there for you to find.

They don’t always come to you every time you sleep at night yet its arrival had always been unpredictable, coming at the most unexpected times.

You honestly cannot remember exactly when the dreams had first started coming to you. It must have been somewhere around your early teen years, or maybe longer. Perhaps you have had them way before then, yet you simply did not pay much attention to it since you obviously have had no clue of what they were all about.

You had only begun to understand more about it as you grew older, when you started hearing about what people had said about soulmates and the signs given to each person whenever they had been paired up with someone else.

The only problem was, people had always talked about soulmates and the journey of finding one another as a wonderful experience that had people yearning to encounter their own. They had talked about them as a wonderful mixture between excitements and thrills, as the search and anticipation give people more purpose.

For you, this soulmate searching business had been nothing but frustrating, infuriating, and yet, somewhere deep down, you still have hopes of finding yours.

Most of the times.

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Teuta Matoshi ‘Daisies Skies’ & ‘Dream Daisy’ Haute Couture Gowns

Burning for love; JJK [02]

Contests: Smut, like a little heavy, but just a little, this just started, dirty talk, supernatural, romance, fluff and another painfully unedited chapter.

Pairing: Werewolf!alpha!jungkook x Omega!reader

Summary: A handsome man is hunting you in the dreams world, making every day more difficult to repress the need to come and find him in the middle of the night to submit yourself to his every wish.

Requests: ON

A/N: Hello little ones, I’m really sorry about this chapter because don’t know if this is what you were waiting for but mainly for the time that I promised before but it actually took me more than I thought and this is a tiny bit longer than what I was used to, so hope this makes something for you, thank you for reading! 😭😭😔😔🥺🥺💖💖

Jungkook wasn’t feeling himself that day and the fact that he did’t really knew what was happening with his mind was not really great, all that plus that attitude of yours adopted after knowing the truth behind the bond between your (by that time) unknown mate, so after that one and only night that you let him have you for himself and just himself he knew that he would never had enough of you. Ever since he was just a little pup learning how to shift, watching you so timid, behind your mom’s legs, smaller in size than him and afraid that you wouldn’t be able to have friends, but in fact every single one of the pups around you wanted to be your friend, your glow was just like that, so attracting even as a kid but sometimes you were a little overwhelmed with the attention, almost on the verge of tears, even at that time, being so little old he would feel the need to drop everything he was doing and just held you, maybe a little kiss on the cheek, but just with you, he would cringe if he had to kiss other girls cheek, he wanted to protect you. So his mother knew before himself, and she would just watch with heart eyes, eventually she would explain to him the paths that the moon weaves on her own to reunite two souls destined to be one, and he thought he was dreaming, but he had to wait, until you were ready. You were always good friends, not too close since you were still too shy, just enough to let him scent you every now and then, let him walk you home and even held your hand in the way to end with just a tiny hug but he started to grow up and since he was two years older than you he presented as an alpha first, he had to learn what a heat was, the pain of being incapable of touching you and showing you how much he wanted to spend his life with you, the pain that caused by having you so close but so far away. His mother and father were watching with concern and living the difficulties with him, everything was tolerable until Jungkook turned eighteen, his wolf becoming stronger and more demanding, clawing at him to come and get you but a little part of his brain reminded him that you were only sixteen and not prepared yet, so his parents, with the intention of distracting his mind sent him away to a camp were other future pack leaders trained to make the best of their abilities and it actually worked, but when he was back, a year and a half later, you being a young lady with new fucking aromas, it felt like you were a damn drug, your hormones changed and you were almost ready, but he couldn’t do anything about his desire so he walked away from you and you thought that he hated you, that somehow he changed his mind about you all this time by himself but boy, you couldn’t be more wrong. You tried, you really tried, tried to forget about how he scented you, kept an eye on you in case you would need help, little gazes around, expressing something without the need of words, tried to forget his puppy eyes and that pretty smile of his, not even mentioning the protective bubble that somehow he manages to create for you, but when you thought that every little detail was finally out of your mind your omega blood kicked you in the ribs and the dreams started to come and go, your mind understanding all the feelings that you had with him, but you didn’t wanted it that way, you wanted to be paired with someone simple, just like you, not really wanting to be the center of attention and being with Jungkook just meant getting hateful glances from the pretty omegas around, Jungkook was wanted in more that one way and transporting both of your thoughts to right now, this moment, you wrapped around his hard body as if your life depended on it, reminded you that after all you would be the one he held at the end of the day, always.

It’s to this point that you don’t have idea how both of you ended in what you supposed is his room or at least a place where he spends a lot of time, judging only by the incredible and strong scent of him everywhere.

“Don’t worry my pretty angel, I built this place just for you. I knew since the very first moment I laid eyes on you that you will be mine and a good alpha is the one who takes good care of his omega, right?”

If your mind was gone before now you feel like floating, but at the same time all that’s in your mind is him, him, him and him alone.

He’s caressing your cheek while he’s talking, the timbre of his voice like silk hugging your sense of hearing, your sense of touch screaming for you to past your fingertips between his silky hair strands and to trace his lips, your sense of taste aching to know every single one of his flavors and your sense of smell… Oh hell, that blessing of a powerful sense of smell, sometimes a blessing and sometimes a curse, but right now there’s nothing more pleasant for the omega blood running through your veins than that, you wish you could melt with him, right now you feel like its not enough, even with you straddling him, nose buried deep in his scent gland and rubbing yourself on him.

“Pretty girl is having a hard time, isn’t she, where do you want me to touch, huh, honey?”

You couldn’t wait any longer so instantly after he finished that words your hand took his to tease yourself a little, closed eyes while you traveled his hand in the middle of your chest, down your tummy and finally over your hot and aching center.

“Gods above, I swear I can smell every little detail, have I triggered your rut sweet baby?”

You felt like simple jello between the fingers of your seductive lover.

“You want me to rub you over all this layers of clothes, don’t you want me to use my mouth on this glorious cunt of yours, knock you up with a healthy litter of pups, with this amazing tits to drink from, gods, such a dream for your alpha”

There wasn’t any rational thoughts in your mind right now, everything was kind of too much, the roughness of the sheets under both of you, the roughness of his fingers, everything was too hot.

“You made me wait so long for you. My little omega does not have idea of the pain I used to feel just by seeing you smile and blush, felt like a sin to me, smelling like one too”

By the time he’s saying that he was changing positions kneeling you right in front of his pretty thighs.

“I’m really sorry for you puppy, but you will have to wait just like me back then”

You were slightly confused, since your mind was all over your man and suddenly losing his warm touch when he kneel you before him.

“Touch me now little one, touch me with that silky hands, put that pretty mouth of yours on me”

You were gone again, you have never sucked someone off but you were entirely being guided by the heat of the moment and natural instincts.

“Pull me out of the pants angel”

You did as you were commanded, a pretty long length was released in front of your eyes, making you salivate just at the mere view, flushed and veiny, definitely pretty.

“What should I…”

Jungkook could only smile at you with that beautiful glint in the eyes, possessiveness.

“Lick me sweet angel, as if I was your favorite sweet”

Once again you obeyed the orders of your alpha, licking a stripe up his pretty cock just to add a little suck to the dripping head, making him release a loud moan, hands instantly grabbing your hair and guiding your head up and down.

“So good baby, such a good girl, little obedient bitch for the one who owns you, suck a little harder baby, not gonna break”

You did it and he let his head fall back, letting you see his neck, his Adam’s apple bob, more veins appearing in his perfect skin but what caught your eye was a single and simple little place, where you knew he had his scent glands, your little heaven in other words, guided just by the thought of it your canines started to grow in size, wanted to mark what was by the law of the moon yours, but snapped back to reality when you heard him hiss in pain, making him met you worry eyes.

“Hey little one, careful there, it hurst a little bad if you use that fierce canines, you will get what you want if I think you deserve that, so work hard”

His eyes were telling you to behave and to keep going so you attached your lips once more to the head of his length licking and sucking what he had to offer for you, taking little breaks to just breathe a little deeper, only for him to grab again your head and stuffed your mouth full, rough and encouraging him to just go deeper, choking you.

“That’s right sweet angel, choke on that cock, hurt a little that throat of yours just for tomorrow to remember that your big bad aloha did it”

He was loosing himself a little too quickly without giving you nothing, so he separated you from his core, watching with love and lustful eyes the way his cock was connected to your lips by a mixture of his precum and your saliva.

“Bring yourself over here precious thing and let me have a taste of you”

Legs guided purely by the desire burning inside your body, not even thinking twice and throwing yourself in the mattress , imagining already the worship of your beloved mate, shyness suddenly hitting you hard and attempting to close your legs and hide your burning core from hungry eyes.

“Come on sweet girl, don’t be so shy when seconds ago you were all over my cock, I will show you exactly how perfect I am for you so you don’t have that stupid ideas again, of giving yourself to another wolf, even knowing that you will always end up in my arms.”

You frown, taken aback by the little sentence at the end.

“How did you…?”

You were a little surprised that he somehow found out that little comment you have made to one of your closest friends, you had made it without thinking, full of anger after you found out who was you alpha.

“You thought that I would never now?, that little comment that made want to rip every throat in my way, especially the one of that little weak alpha you compared me with…He would never have a female like you, only because you are mine, mine and mine alone, remember that we are connected honey, anywhere you go my senses will be right behind you, that’s a little of how much you drive me crazy and you have to always remember that the moon never makes mistakes”

After that sentence he buried his head deep between your legs, licking a long stripe in that delicate and most intimate part of your body making you look up at the ceiling and letting out the most lustful moan in your short life but the fact that you wasn’t looking right at him while he ate you out with all the love and the possessiveness in the world made him mad enough to suck harder and harder on the sensitive bundle of nerves situated right in the center of your core, taking out of you a little groan of pain, not being prepared for his rough teeth and tongue.

“Look at me my sweet angel, why don’t you want to see your alpha praised your body, watch me prepare you to be the mother of my pups, oh yes honey I know you would raise them well, gods above, our pack will see you so pretty with a big baby bump and smelling of me everywhere”

And at this point you wanted everything he wanted, he was yours and you were his, his desires and dreams were also yours, wherever he went you would be right by his side, expecting to fill any need that he might have, as soon as he bruised your skin with that fangs of his, marking you for life, there will be no return.

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tell me about naegleriasis

     Primary amoebic meningoencephalitis (PAM), also referred to as Naegleriais is a hemorrhagic infection of the central nervous system with a 95% fatality rate (1,5). Naegleriasis is caused by Naegleria Fowleri, a thermophilic and amphizoic amoeba that can be found in soil and freshwater in a free-living state. It has been observed infecting immunocompetent young adults and children (as compared to granulomatous amebic encephalitis, an infection caused by another amoeba that infects primarily immunocompromised hosts) prior to nasal aspiration of warm water via recreational activities such as diving, swimming, and water sports (2,5). Infection occurs when the amoeba travel through the olfactory nerves and cribriform plate, where they then enter the brain and cause extensive hemorrhaging and necrosis. Incubation of N. Fowleri may last from 2 to 15 days, while death usually occurs 3 to 10 days from the onset of symptoms (3,6).

     Naegleriasis may be difficult to identify (often only being formally diagnosed post-mortem) due to the fact that the symptoms present similarly to viral or bacterial meningitis and progression of PAM is rapid. Identification is often done via microscopic examination of patients cerebrospinal fluid, while post-mortem a hematoxylin and eosin staining of brain tissue is preformed (4.3). Symptoms of a Naegleriasis infection include a stiff neck, fever, nausea, vomiting, seizures, coma, and death (4).

     There does not appear to be an accurate notation of the current number of cases worldwide, but Naegleriasis cases have been identified in less than 16 different countries. Also, there are few survivors of Naegleriasis, with about 5 current survivors in North America alone (4,6). An interesting case of survival comes from a 78-year-old male patient, an atypical age group for presentation of PAM (1). There is no set treatment for the disease, as there have been no clinical trials to assess which treatments are most effective. The main drugs to treat Naegleriasis are amphotericin B and miconazole, as they were seen to be most effective against the amoebae during in vitro testing (4,5). Though, amphotericin B has side effects such as renal toxicity on patients (2). Also, with recent research showing that miltefosine may be effective against N. Fowleri  as well; the CDC has made miltefosine available per an on-need basis for treatment of infections caused by free-living amoeba including Balamuthia mandrillaris, N. fowleri, and Acanthamoeba species (2). Citations: (none of this is properly formatted because it’s tumblr sry) 1 Gautam, P., Sharma, S., Puri, S., Kumar, R., Midha, V., & Bansal, R. (2012,     January). A rare case of survival from primary amebic meningoencephalitis. Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3338237/ 2. Grace, E., Asbill, S., & Virga, K. (2015, November). Naegleria fowleri: Pathogenesis, diagnosis, and treatment options. Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4604384/ 3, Marciano-Cabral, F., & Cabral, G. (2007, November 01). Immune response to Naegleria fowleri amebae and pathogenesis of infection. Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://academic.oup.com/femspd/article/51/2/243/888715 4. Primary Amebic Meningoencephalitis (PAM) - Naegleria fowleri. (2017, February 28). Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://www.cdc.gov/parasites/naegleria 5. Visvesvara, G. S. (2010, January). Free-Living Amebae as Opportunistic Agents of Human Disease. Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://www.researchgate.net/publication/47554562_Free-Living_Amebae_as_Opportunistic_Agents_of_Human_Disease 6. Yoder, J., Eddy, B., Visvesvara, G., Capewell, L., & Beach, M. (2009, October 22). The epidemiology of primary amoebic meningoencephalitis in the USA, 1962–2008: Epidemiology & Infection. Retrieved July 25, 2020, from https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/epidemiology-and-infection/article/epidemiology-of-primary-amoebic-meningoencephalitis-in-the-usa-19622008/1CADA8AB942359501CCD94BA032B4DF5

Hero: 13

Author’s Note: if you have waited one year for this chapter; if you have read hero and told me you love it; if you have left me an ask in the last year talking about hero showering; if you have commented simply to say this story is still your favourite: thank you and this one is for you. Pairing: Chanyeol x Reader (oc; female) Genre: Vampire!Chanyeol; horror; thriller; drama; suspense Rating (this chapter): R Warnings: graphic depictions of blood; graphic depictions of torture; graphic depictions of violence; gun use; knife use; explicit language Word Count: 11,011 (make a wish)

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The last time the word yes felt heavy and loaded, like lead on the center of your wet tongue; the last time the word yes made you feel something other than complacent acceptance or the dull caress of an impermanent external joy, a boy with trembling, awkward hands promised to love you. He promised to love you, and to make sure that this kind love would not hurt.

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Smut: 💫 Fluff:🌟 Angst:⚡️ Personal Favorite:💛  Completed Series: Italicized

Kim Seokjin

Series

💫⚡️ The Bitch Next Door: Index 3/3

💫🌟💛 Greek Gods Series: Aphrodite

💫 Playgirl Series: Kiwi | Fuckgirl!AU

Oneshots

⚡️ Forever

💫⚡️ New Rules

💫🌟⚡️ Nobody Like You

💫 Did I Tell You About That One Time

🌟⚡️ Radiant

💫 Sharing is Caring ft. Jimin | Prostitute!AU

💫🌟⚡️ Love Me and Leave Me | Royalty!AU, ArrangedMarriage!AU

Min Yoongi

Series

💫⚡️ Brat: Index 5/?

💫🌟⚡️💛 Greek Gods Series: Hades

💫 Playgirl Series: Black Sheep | Fuckgirl!AU

💫⚡️ Four Letters: Index 10/10 ft. Jungkook | College!AU

💫⚡️ We’ve Got You: Index 2/2 ft. Hoseok

Oneshots

💫 Dick and Mortified | RickAndMorty!AU

💫⚡️ Access Denied ft. Taehyung

💫 Evil: Wolf!AU | Werewolf!AU

💫🌟⚡️ Unread

💫🌟⚡️💛 Spell-Tacular | Witch!AU, 50-60s!AU, CF2L!AU

Jung Hoseok

Series

💫🌟⚡️💛 Greek Gods: Artemis | Royalty!AU

💫 Playgirl Series: Scott Pilgrim | Fuckgirl!AU

💫⚡️ We’ve Got You: Index 2/2 ft. Yoongi 

Oneshots

🌟  Soar

⚡️ I’m Fine

💫⚡️ Idle Worship

💫 I’m Not Him

🌟⚡️ The Story of Us

💫 Languor | Stepsibling!AU

Kim Namjoon

Series

💫⚡️ The Runaways: Index 6/6

💫 Playgirl Series: Horns | Fuckgirl!AU

Oneshots

💫⚡️ Fly Away

💫 Buzz

🌟⚡️ Speak

⚡️ Goodbye, Love

💫🌟 Violet | Hogwarts!AU

💫🌟⚡️💛 One Thousand and One | Aladdin!AU

💫 Burst

Park Jimin

Series

💫🌟⚡️💛 Greek Gods: Poseidon | Pirate!AU, Mermaid!AU

💫 Playgirl Series: LA Devotee | Fuckgirl!AU

Oneshots

⚡️🌟 The Boy by the Sea

💫🌟 Good Catch

💫🌟⚡️💛 Star Light, Star Bright ⚡️ | GuardianAngel!AU

💫 In The Middle ft. Taehyung

💫 Tease

🌟 Where Our Hands Touch | Ghost!AU

💫 Birthday Boy

💫🌟 Trying Something New

💫 Sharing is Caring ft. Jin | Prostitute!AU

Kim Taehyung

Series

💫🌟⚡️💛 Ready Or Not: Index 6/6 | BattleRoyale!AU

💫 Playgirl Series: S.L.U.T | Fuckgirl!AU

💫🌟⚡️💛 Greek Gods Series: Hermes | Mafia!AU

Oneshots

⚡️ Dirty Little Cheat

💫 Vixen

💫 Hey There, Roomie | Roommates!AU

💫 In The Middle ft. Jimin

🌟⚡️ Scribble ft. Jungkook | Soulmate!AU

💫⚡️ Access Denied ft. Yoongi

💫🌟 Fill You Up | Pregnancy!AU

💫⚡️💛 Push Your Buttons | Coraline!AU

💫🌟⚡️💛 One of the Boys | BF2L!AU, ChildhoodFriends!AU, Neighbors!AU, HighSchool!AU

Jeon Jungkook

Series

💫⚡️💛 Tantalizing: Index 8/8

💫⚡️💛 Sound the Alarms: Index 8/8

💫⚡️💛 Greek Gods: Ares

💫 Playgirl Series: Boy | Fuckgirl!AU

💫⚡️ Four Letters: Index 10/10 ft. Yoongi | College!AU, FWB!AU, E2L!AU

💫🌟💛 Super Series: Index 2/2 | Superhero!AU

Oneshots

⚡️ Perfect Enough

🌟⚡️💫💛 Énouement | Mulan!AU

💫 Rocky Road| FWB!AU

💫 Baby Boy

💫 Say My Name | Demon!AU

⚡️ The Shoebox

🌟⚡️ Scribble ft. Taehyung | Soulmate!AU

💫 One-Time Thing

💫 Learning the Hard Way

💫🌟⚡️ Piss Off Your Parents

OT7

Series

💫🌟⚡️💛 Greek Gods: Index 8/10

💫 Playgirl: Index 8/8 | Fuckgirl!AU

💫🌟⚡️💛 Loveless: Index 7/? | Spy!AU, MenInBlack!AU

Oneshots

💫 Sated

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It’s Complicated | J.J.K

*Chapter Four*

“It seems we have more in common then we thought” Areum confessed before she took another sip of her drink, if this conversation was going where she assumed than she surely needed a bit more alcohol in her system.

His eyes drifted back up towards the masked women in confusion, a sad smile was now spread on her shiny pink stained lips probably caused by the slushie like beverage she just finished.

“You got dumped this summer too?”

It was more a pity joke due to his own problems, he surely didn’t think she had gotten dumped but the dry laugh she let out told him otherwise.

“I’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours” he quirked an eyebrow her way.

“Are we really about to share our sob stories with a complete stranger?” She laughed at that, ‘they were strangers weren’t they?’ She thought.

“Who better to share your problems with than a stranger?” He still looked hesitant, not really sure if she was just being nice or really was willing to hear about his breakup.

“Fine i’ll go first” Areum sat up a bit more straighter and turned her chair so she was facing towards him.

“Long story short, My ex claimed he finally realized he wasn’t ready for a long-term committed relationship after dating for five years so he dumped me a week after summer started”

Jungkook’s eyes were wide, surely his breakup was not as bad as hers.

“Wait, are you serious?” She nodded and he was dumbfounded, five years? God! he couldn’t imagine wasting someone’s time like that.

“It gets worse” She added and he looked up at her in confusion, what could be worse then that?

“Later on I found out that wasn’t the real reason why he broke up with me” Was she really going to tell him this? She hadn’t even told Ji but it was like her body was yearning for her to tell someone. Just like she said, who better to tell than a complete stranger she will most likely never see again.

“Instead of staying with me for the summer like we initially planned. He decided to go on vacation with his roommate and the real reason for the breakup was because he was planning to sleep with other girls, apparently our sex life wasn’t cutting it for him”

“The only reason I know this is because a friend of mine who also happens to be friends with him told me.” She shamefully and embarrassedly admitted.

When Namjoon had came to her a couple of days later and told her what he had learned, she wasn’t all that surprised. Taehyung was more comfortable when expressing his needs, where as Areum is more shy and private.

They’ve had plenty of sex but of course both of them having roommates, privacy was a rarity so recently they hadn’t been as intimate as they both would have liked.

She thinks back to the times they would spend the night at each others places and he would try to have sex with her while their roommates were asleep just a few feet away but she would always say no, worried they might wake up.

Or the times they would attend parties together, groping each other and making out in random rooms or bathrooms was the farthest she would go in a social setting because he would never assure her they wouldn’t get caught.

It seemed he got off on the idea of someone catching them but he never spoke to her about how she felt. She would have been opened to new ideas in the bedroom or perhaps thinks he wanted to try but he again he never spoke to her about these things.

Always just assumed she would open her legs whenever and wherever and when she said no he would be in a bad mood the rest of the night.

“Sounds like a complete asshole” Was the only thing Jungkook could mumble out at the moment.

He was pissed hearing the hurt in her voice as she explained, anyone who would dump their girlfriend over such a thing as he did to her was an absolute idiot and she surely deserved better.

“He wasn’t always like that, before dating we were actually childhood best friends who turned into a couple but college changed him” Jungkook sympathized with her, his ex was also his childhood best friend.

“Guess it’s my turn” He blew out a breathe and now turned his body towards her so they were facing each other, their legs between each other  now but neither really noticing.

“We actually only started dating the beginning of our senior year but before we were also childhood friends. Things were good it felt nice being with someone who already knew so much about me but unfortunately before we started officially dating I will admit I was a bit of a player”

“You? A player?” Areum asked surprisingly. He laughed while feeling flustered and embarrassed telling her this.

“Yes I was a bit of a man whore as people like to call them. I slept around with different girls, not wanting an actual relationship but I had my reasons why I slept around and also the girls always knew my intentions so no one was ever hurt” He defended himself.

“Senior year she confessed and we started dating, a few months into the relationship things started changing. She wanted to know where I was, what I was doing, who was I with all the time. Even though sometimes it was annoying I never blamed her because her last relationship she was cheated on and obviously my past did nothing to ease her.”

“So you broke up because of trust issues?” He shook his head.

“Since she was my best friend she obviously knew my secrets which meant she knew about this girl I used to have a huge crush on, you could say I was stupidly in love” He made a cringe face and Areum knew this was about to be good.

“Mia, which is my ex’s name, wanted me to apply to colleges she applied at and I did to make her happy but I also applied for ones that I wanted to go to. I got accepted into this one, which was my first choice and I got accepted into the college she planned on going to. I assume you know which one I picked”

“But what does that have to do with the girl you had a crush on?”

“She goes here and Mia knew that, She got mad and claimed the only reason I wanted to go to school here was to follow after someone who doesn’t want me. We got into a huge fight during the summer, she said she couldn’t do this anymore so she called it off”

“Did you?”

“Did I what?”

“Come to school here because of that girl?” A ghost of a smile appeared on his lips and for a moment Areum thought he was going to say yes, but instead he denied.

“No, I came here strictly for study purposes, plus that girl is definitely off limits.”

“Does she have a boyfriend or something?” He nodded before adding.

“Yes and you could say me and her boyfriend are pretty close so she is strictly off limits” He deadpanned more to himself than Areum.

“To breakups” Areum held up her empty up trying to ease the now sad tension in this room, Jungkook downed the rest of his which was barely anything left before he held his up and repeated her words.

The two decided to change the subject and go back to having fun, which is what both deserved. They talked and talked for what felt like hours learning more in depth about one another, they both felt comfortable with each other especially after that small therapy session.

Neither had any plans to leave the small bubble they created in the kitchen either, No one had had even come in and bothered them the entire time they’ve been in here.

Feeling hungry, Jungkook found some chocolate chips cookies in one of the pantry’s so they both could snack but made sure to inform her they had to finish them quickly because he didn’t know whose they were.

About four cookies in, he checked his phone to check the time but was surprised by even more notifications on his phone.

He shook his head at the screen reading over every single message sent by his drunk ex, they ranged from “I miss you”, “I’m sorry”, “I bet you already forgot about me” and “Fuck you! Never call me again!”

He wasn’t sure why but he slid his phone slightly towards the girl sitting next to him, he gestured for her to look at his screen and she did. Now she felt less bad about Taehyung not texting or calling her.

She’d rather him not ever contact her again if he was going to send her text like this guys ex, Areum turned off his phone as more text started to come in and from the glimpse she read she decided he didn’t need to see anymore of that.

“Thanks but I don’t think turning off my phone is gonna solve anything. I wish I could just go back in time and never accepted her feelings then maybe I would still have my best friend”

A pang was felt in her heart at his words, she felt the exact same way. If she knew this is how her relationship was going to end up she would’ve just stayed friends with him. Now she also lost someone close to her and things will sadly never be the same again.

They stared at each other with sad eyes, maybe that’s why they got along so well. Both were going through the same thing and they understood each other better than anyone else at the moment.

Maybe that’s why they had inched closer and closer together.

Maybe that’s why Areum couldn’t help but to spare a glance at his lips, even though there was a slight frown present she wanted nothing more than to kiss it away.

Maybe that’s why his breathe hitched when she licked her lips and he had a sudden urge to taste them.

“Maybe we just need to distract ourselves?” It was like a magnet pulling them closer to one another as Areum spoke, neither denied the pull and continued to blindly step closer.

By this point they were chest to chest, both eyes intensely but cautiously making eye contact. He was a bit taller so he leaned down slightly and that’s when he rested his forehead against hers as his lips ghosted just above hers.

They both remembered at that moment they were wearing mask but neither made a move to remove them, almost as if the mystery heightened everything.

Their noses slightly rubbed against each other as they both started breathing a bit heavier, neither were sure who leaned in first but their lips finally clashed and Areum felt relief, as if she could breathe after holding her breath for so long and Jungkook felt as if the wind was knocked out of him.

His hands instinctively went to hold her waist and tried to pull her closer even though they had no more space between them.

Areum chuckled against his lips which Jungkook found absolutely adorable as she placed one of her hands on the nape of his neck before she tip toed just a bit to deepen the kiss. She tugged on his lower lip before pulling it and sucking which caused Jungkook to lean forward and chase her lips before she could pull away.

A low grumble erupted from his chest as he bent down to quickly pick her up and set her down on the dining table a few feet away. This position, he was standing in between her legs. Their tongues were tangling as they moved them in sync and that’s when she felt it.

She pulled back and looked down, she couldn’t see it due to his long shirt but she sure as hell could feel it and she couldn’t deny it made her flustered at the idea she could actually make another guy hard just by kissing.

“Sorry” his voice was low but he tried to hide the fact he was embarrassed. Never had he gotten this hard over just making out, sure maybe half a hard on, but a full boner?

He pulled away and tried to back up a bit thinking the reason she pulled back was because she was uncomfortable due to his downstairs situation but was surprised when she pulled him back by his shirt and planted her lips back on his.

Her lips moved down from to his jawline then down his neck and this definitely wasn’t helping calm him down. His head leaned back as her lips and tongue grazed the right side of his neck back up to his lips before pulling away once again.

Her lips were swollen and red and he’s sure if he was able to see her cheeks they would be a deep shade of red just like his probably were.

“I’ve never done anything with another guy before” she thought he should know plus she was extremely nervous, his eyes soften as he placed a hand on her cheek above the mask and softy caressed it with his thumb.

“We don’t have to do anything if you’re not comfortable” he assured her as he placed a quick peck on her lips and her heart swelled.

Areum’s mind went in a bunch of different directions, one telling her not to because this guy was a complete stranger but another telling her maybe this is what she needed to do to get over Taehyung, Matter of fact this wasn’t even about Taehyung anymore, this guy had been sweet and had respected her throughout this entire night and even though she couldn’t see his face she was definitely attracted to his personality so why the hell not have some fun?

“That’s the thing” she whispered, her hand trailed from his back over to the front of his chest and down, dangerously close to his crotch area causing him to slightly buck his hips from the teasing sensation of her hand so close.

“I want to” Areum stated before crashing her lips back on his.

the best of little mix post brit awards

Peter: Mr. Loki, what do you want for Christmas?

Loki: Revenge.

Peter: What practical thing do you want for Christmas?

Loki: Instruments of torture.

Peter: What harmless thing do you want for Christmas?

Loki: A new tea kettle.

JADE’S HAIROGRAPHY IN ’SWEET MELODY’