HERE WITH ME // Molly Mendoza
Sumi ink, gouache, gel pen on 7x10” Arches
For solo show at Nucleus House 1/10/25
I love people who struggle with violent thoughts and urges
I love people with no empathy, who can't 'make up' for it in compassion
I love people who's dissociation makes them flakey and distant
I love people who's mood swings get in the way of making friends
I love people with anger issues, and psychosis, and hypersexuality, and everyone who's ever been seen as 'scary' for their diagnosis or symptoms
I’m someone who’s been diagnosed with Mild to Moderate OCD, and currently take SSRIs for meds, but I don’t think my parents will grant me full therapy access, just meds.
Are there any self therapy ways I can do erp(for now until I can afford one)? How does it work? Especially ERP for sexual thoughts cause I get that the most — Like how do I expose myself to the fear of harmful sexual adultery??
Finished up an old messy wip. I didn’t wanna fix things so it’s kind of wonky and parts of it bugged me but also it mostly just needed color
babygirl, i’ve got compulsions for things you don’t even think twice about
Unfortunately I am not gaslight gatekeep girlbossing. I am goofy giddy girlcrushing.
self portrait as a siege
Green in Modernism
View from the studio window of the artist in Paris (1900) by Paula Modersohn Becker // George Moore in the Artist's Garden (1879) by Edouard Manet // Haystack in the evening light (1902) by Paula Modersohn Becker // Dance at the Moulin de la Galette (1890) by Ramon Casas // Promenade (1880) by Edouard Manet // Birch Trunk in front of Landscape (1903) by Paula Modersohn Becker
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i'm like if jesse pinkman wrote emo poetry and reblogged random shit // any prns ★
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