Belladonna Of Sadness, Dir. Eiichi Yamamoto, 1973

I think it’s time I do everything I ever wanted

people who text me when I’m sleeping or at work have no idea how happy it makes me like finishing work and reading cute messages or waking up and reading sweet messages like I can’t think of anything better REALLY

logically I know nothing matters and everything is temporary but emotionally I am crushed by the weight of everything that has ever happened to me and ever will happen

kate bush dancing in the “running up that hill” music video (1985) — photographed by john carder bush

tonight's crying is dedicated to all the people i gradually lost touch with

“My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.”

— Unkown

*wakes up feeling ugly* oh god I have to be funny today