last night as i was falling asleep i was thinking about the beauty of loving someone in any form and just wanting things with them without any ulterior motives or any other goal. like wanting to be around someone because you love them and want them in your life, not because they can do something for you, wanting to make someone food or make things for them in general not because you expect something in return but because you want them to eat well and to be happy. wanting to hold someone just because you want them close and want to make them feel safe and warm. wanting to wash someones hair because you love them and want to take care of them. anyway i think its really sweet and beautiful how a lot of times when we love someone we do things like this
ah yes. good times.
people who text me when I’m sleeping or at work have no idea how happy it makes me like finishing work and reading cute messages or waking up and reading sweet messages like I can’t think of anything better REALLY
i'm somewhere in between healing and being the most evil person you've met in your entire life
♡ My Fav Madison Beer lines from 'Silence Between Songs' ♡ :
• "Just close your eyes, I know you're so tired" / "Just kids, you and I. I know it's hard sometimes, but you'll be alright. We'll be alright."
- Ryder
• "Is it too late now, to slow down?" / "All my life, I've never had the chance to stop and smell the flowers" / "No memories, like black and white TV. And everybody says it'll be okay, like life is just a game, but I don't wanna play."
- 17
• "I pop a pill to try to numb the pain, when it's just me and my brain. / I can't be alone with my thoughts when the music's off. I can't turn them down, tune them out, don't know how."
- Silence Between Songs
• "And sometimes I still hate myself, the way you made me hate myself. It hurts to know I hurt the ones who love me at my worst. I'm sorry I don't trust myself, enough to trust somebody else."
- At Your Worst
• "Say you hate me, it's okay boy you're not the only one. / Another year, we're still here."
- Home To Another
• "I'm stuck at the beginning, and I'm in pain" / "I woke up, fell back to sleep,'cause I'd rather live in my dreams" / "The world has stopped spinnin', the lights are all dimmin'."
- Spinnin'
Divider Credits: @benkeibear
I've been meaning to post this the week the album came out 😭- it's been in my drafts forever lol
https://www.instagram.com/p/B2QGigMgA9j/?igshid=mq9ym29p2mhg
Weighted blanket is not enough I need someone to do this to me