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i’m such an asshole but i’m also a very kind-hearted person who likes making ppl happy and if i love u i will love u with all my heart and all my soul but then i’m also such an asshole

i'm somewhere in between healing and being the most evil person you've met in your entire life

Mother-daughter relationships are like throwing a dart at a wheel where the only two options are “I love you” and “I never want to speak to you again” every 5 minutes for your entire life

the problem is if I don't have something to hyperfixate on I'll go crazy

♡ My Fav Madison Beer lines from 'Silence Between Songs' ♡ :

• "Just close your eyes, I know you're so tired" / "Just kids, you and I. I know it's hard sometimes, but you'll be alright. We'll be alright."

- Ryder

• "Is it too late now, to slow down?" / "All my life, I've never had the chance to stop and smell the flowers" / "No memories, like black and white TV. And everybody says it'll be okay, like life is just a game, but I don't wanna play."

- 17

• "I pop a pill to try to numb the pain, when it's just me and my brain. / I can't be alone with my thoughts when the music's off. I can't turn them down, tune them out, don't know how."

- Silence Between Songs

• "And sometimes I still hate myself, the way you made me hate myself. It hurts to know I hurt the ones who love me at my worst. I'm sorry I don't trust myself, enough to trust somebody else."

- At Your Worst

• "Say you hate me, it's okay boy you're not the only one. / Another year, we're still here."

- Home To Another

• "I'm stuck at the beginning, and I'm in pain" / "I woke up, fell back to sleep,'cause I'd rather live in my dreams" / "The world has stopped spinnin', the lights are all dimmin'."

- Spinnin'

Divider Credits: @benkeibear

I've been meaning to post this the week the album came out 😭- it's been in my drafts forever lol

Hello I would like to be kissed on my stupid lips please

Anaïs Nin, The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1923–1927