I'm absolutely lovesick!!! I feel so sickening and disgusting and rotten but I love it!!! I'm so infatuated by love and loving you!! Because if I spend all my love on you, I don't have to think about how little I love myself!!!
"You see, my brain was no longer able to bear the pain and anxiety with which it had been burdened. It said: āIām giving up; but if anyone else here cares about keeping the whole intact, then he should share the load and things will run a little longer.ā"
- Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena (1953)
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