i’m such an asshole but i’m also a very kind-hearted person who likes making ppl happy and if i love u i will love u with all my heart and all my soul but then i’m also such an asshole
♡ My Fav Madison Beer lines from 'Silence Between Songs' ♡ :
• "Just close your eyes, I know you're so tired" / "Just kids, you and I. I know it's hard sometimes, but you'll be alright. We'll be alright."
- Ryder
• "Is it too late now, to slow down?" / "All my life, I've never had the chance to stop and smell the flowers" / "No memories, like black and white TV. And everybody says it'll be okay, like life is just a game, but I don't wanna play."
- 17
• "I pop a pill to try to numb the pain, when it's just me and my brain. / I can't be alone with my thoughts when the music's off. I can't turn them down, tune them out, don't know how."
- Silence Between Songs
• "And sometimes I still hate myself, the way you made me hate myself. It hurts to know I hurt the ones who love me at my worst. I'm sorry I don't trust myself, enough to trust somebody else."
- At Your Worst
• "Say you hate me, it's okay boy you're not the only one. / Another year, we're still here."
- Home To Another
• "I'm stuck at the beginning, and I'm in pain" / "I woke up, fell back to sleep,'cause I'd rather live in my dreams" / "The world has stopped spinnin', the lights are all dimmin'."
- Spinnin'
Divider Credits: @benkeibear
I've been meaning to post this the week the album came out 😭- it's been in my drafts forever lol
Hello I would like to be kissed on my stupid lips please
people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.
shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own
late night diary pages :3 spilling my guts out in here makes me feel more sane than i really am . i cringe at these most of the time bcs theyree sooo old but im learning to not be ashamed of them ( and also no one knows me here :3)
Mother-daughter relationships are like throwing a dart at a wheel where the only two options are “I love you” and “I never want to speak to you again” every 5 minutes for your entire life
TENDER IS THE NIGHT