The Cave Of The Ancients, From Stefan Michel Spacher’s Cabala: Spiegel Der Kunst Und Natur In Alchymia,

“Be strong enough to forgive without hearing an apology.”

— Bora Kisongo

Fluorite - Strzegom, Strzegom-Sobótka Massif, Lower Silesia, Poland

Embedded 🌳

The Birth of the Planets, 1930.

Childhood Antipathy

Saturn in the 1st: The void that was the world, growing up taking too long

Saturn in the 2nd: Lack of safety, lack of consistency or dependence 

Saturn in the 3rd: Being silenced, being misunderstood, believing that their thoughts are bad

Saturn in the 4th: Being unwanted, left behind, fear of alien abduction and nightmares of the same theme 

Saturn in the 5th: Believing their bad thoughts or behaviour made bad things happen in the world

Saturn in the 6th: Stomach aches can arise in distress, so there may be frequent complaints that go unnoticed or doubted, anxiety about one of the parents dying from illness

Saturn in the 7th: One of the parents transforming into a monster 

Saturn in the 8th: Frightened of darkness, spirits, ghosts, fear of possession

Saturn in the 9th: Deep fear of the Devil or Hell, being inherently bad

Saturn in the 10th: Fear of adulthood, fear of one of the parents, the sense of starting behind

Saturn in the 11th:  Fear of people, the sense of being lonely, a black sheep or an outcast 

Saturn in the 12th: Fear of the unknown, nightmares, unconscious fear about one of the parent’s that surfaces later in life

-C.

can be accelerated and influenced by aspects to the moon or planets in the 4th house

Mercury retrograde in Sagittarius December 3rd-22nd 2017

 🏹 Cerebral Valium

“Most misunderstandings in the world could be avoided if people would simply take the time to ask, “What else could this mean?” - Shannon Alder

The event of Mercury retrograding is an illusion in the sky. An illusion we seem to make all to real. The author inside our minds keeps backspacing our thoughts, we can really stumble over our words. Like the wire that attaches the brain to the mouth is tangled. The clever and the chaos becomes a flatline hum. Cerebral valium, necessary but frustrating. What if the Mercury retrograde effected us so much we got confused about it being Mercury retrogade? For people very in tune with quick and acute mental faculties, they can feel lost in life without the mind. Mercury is already debilitated in Sagittarius, so the experience can be very surreal. 

♡♡ Is this information valid? ♡♡ Do my thoughts match up with my inner values?Is this the right occasion to share my thoughts? ♡♡Do I need to be alone to figure this out? ♡♡Do I need to gather more information? 

How can you be restless but tired at the same time? Sagittarius is a very dual sign and equally distributes energy through the body and mind. Sagittarius is also active and aspirant, so it can be rattling when Mercury is having a relaxing sunny vacation. The normal acuity we have in conversation, writing, and learning seems inhibited, but not seemingly for the whole retrograde. We usually adjust after only a few days, Mercury is very flexible. The old rhetoric around not signing contracts and reduced punctuality is basically highlighting that you may not be applying your usual attention to detail and therefore may overlook important details or forget the train schedule. It also means that the person operating the train timetable can do the same. It doesn’t imply that every circumstance around communication, transport, business, and paperwork is inherently ill fated. It just means that you may need to apply more care and discrimination around these matters. Because Mercury rules the hands and dexterity, we can become more clumsy, i’ve already cracked my iphone screen lol. 

Just breathe now. you won’t miss out on anything - no one is talking sense anyway! Take time to breathe. Mercury rules the lungs. It will clear your mind immensely. If you managed to read this all the way, you can see that Mercury retrograde hasn’t stung you too much

-C.

Our society values alert, problem-solving consciousness, and it devalues all other states of consciousness. Any kind of consciousness that is not related to the production or consumption of material goods is stigmatized in our society today. Of course we accept drunkenness. We allow people some brief respite from the material grind. A society that subscribes to that model is a society that is going to condemn the states of consciousness that have nothing to do with the alert problem-solving mentality.

Graham Hancock, in DMT: The Spirit Molecule documentary (via habitualabjection)

Ur energy will always overcome ur appearance

mushrooms are cool

ok but I literally cannot emphasize the fact enough that you will be put through the same lessons over and over again until you learn them!!!! be conscious, recognize patterns!!! you won’t grow and things won’t change until you make the effort to do so