Can More Ppl Actually Boost This Plz Like I’m In Genuine Need For It And Still Cannot Get An Mf Retail

ugh Shadow Man the walten files twf fanart twf the walten files fanart susan woodings yeah idk anymore it’ll be over soon at least but … fuck bro I have art supplies here to use cuz my aunt said she doesn’t mind me doing things in the house Unlike my mom. but I can’t do all that I wanted to cuz of my mental health and lack of good food. also I’ve been living on nasty bottled Water cuz the sink water is metallic and I don’t trust my aunts fridge water. pls god just take me back. i miss living closer to be beach and in a pretty area. this area is nothing but dry rocks and dead grass. the shopping center nearby is almost a ghost town with almost all buildings vacant and out of business except five places ever that I heard are overpriced. it blows so much. i can’t even go outside and go exploring like I used to be able to whenever I’d feel horrible while inside cuz it’s like the high 90s outside every fucking day and also according to my dad this area isn’t the safest … bro you have no clue how horribly I’m doing. I’m so alone and all I can do rn is beg the few others I know to call me so I can verbally speak with others and not go insane. again sorry for venting here I just don’t know anymore and I’m sure nobody checks these so it’s ok ig. i admit yes I do want people to check on me. yes I do want pity as sad as it sounds. i just want some encouragement or some sort of ‘wtf that’s terrible ‘I’m sorry for that and Ik u can make it through’. just something like that yknow. but i don’t really feel heard by anyone except maybe two people and lately I’ve been having breakdown after breakdown cuz I feel so alone and ignored by most people :^\ it’s a sucky mindset to be stuck in again sorry if it’s weird to vent here lol tumblr tags r weirdly comforting to vent in and my acc gets only a bit of reach anyways so it doesn’t matter. right?

art fanart procreate digital art doodle l the walten files twf the walten files fanart susan woodings twf susan proud of this one ngl ALSO MARTIN RTED IT AAAAAAAAA it’s always her who can drag me out of art block

doodle the walten files twf susan woodings kevin woodings JUST SOMETHING DUMB THAT I FELT LIKE DOING gee it’s almost 4 am I gotta fix my sleep schedule I need less and less reasoning to feel like shit every day I just want to be happy yknow oh also btw the screenshot going around of him being confirmed to be Susan’s nephew is mine

HELLO???

art fanart procreate digital art portrait the walten files twf fanart twf the walten files fanart oil painting susan woodings THIS IS SO FUN twf susan so funnnn like actually very therapeutic I need to get over my severe perfectionism stress tho

art fanart procreate digital art doodle nancy drew my fav fr. nancy drew danger by design danger by design Minette nancy drew Minette danger by design Minette me and masked characters she’s so nd pilled idc I support woman’s wrongs nancy drew is my childhood but I didn’t get to play danger by design until recently

art fanart digital art comic the walten files twf fanart twf everything hurts the walten files fanart susan woodings Charles siiiigh oooogh twf Charles the walten files charles I HATE HOW IPHONES GET WHEN THE STORAGE IS FILLING UP LIKE FUXK OFFFF STOP BEING SO DRAMATIC U COSTED LIKE 1k+ i can’t wait to be able to lay on real furniture again the house is emptying and the fridge is in storage so we’re out here eating food from a cooler smhhhhhhhhhhh idk life is just lopsided rn I’m so sick of lifting things I’m so sick of organizing and packing wHEN WILL IT ENDDDD also there’s a chance I may see Tina irl while I’m at my aunt’s for a month so there’s that!!!! noww if you’ll excuse me i have a homemade pizza that’s likely cooled off by now hoorayyy for 12 am pizzas…..

HELLO??? no fr im dying but in a good way this is such a breath of fresh air too that this fandom is so fun and positive I got out of the dumpster fire of the idv fandom and I hated every second of it ppl are insanely toxic there like it was an everyday thing for my friends to get death threats and negative comments I mean sure this one has its ups and downs too but still ilu allllllll I’ve actually been obsessed with Susan since spring of this year but I’m just now acting on that obsession cuz before I was obsessed against my own will my friends didn’t even post problematic stuff either just to add to what I said earlier for clarification no the idv fandom actually iS that stupid and performative idk it’s a long story but I can go on for hourssss still love idv’s style and characters but I hate the company and like 89% of the fan base

art fanart procreate digital art lol doodle the walten files twf fanart twf the walten files fanart I had fun with this linda thompson linda kranken Twf Linda doing it made me feel excited to make art again still no home yet but making art is improving my mental health a lot i still flip flop a lot tho lol bpd timgzzz⭐️⭐️ it’s ok tho I may not have anyone to talk to irl but at least my many dolls keep me company and the gay ppl in my phone

headcanons ideas the walten files felix kranken susan woodings I actually plan to include something like this in my fic but Susan probably ends up giving up due to it having such an added toll to the trauma she’s already going through and because of the lack of evidence etc tough isn’t it