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Sorry for the inactivity lately, I’ll start updating with my art again soon!!!

Life update which might get a tad tmi and detail-heavy and ranty, but it’s under the cut for those interested! Just glad to have been able to overcome what I did.

November and December’s been super hectic due to me repeatedly ending up sick at home and ending up in the ER til 2 am on Thanksgiving Day lol

And then after that mess I had to spend all of December working 6 days a week to make up for the lost wages to afford rent due to my managers being morons and telling me I had 3 days worth of sick days out of the almost 2 weeks I was forced to stay home bedridden (I found out that that wasn’t true when it was already too late).

And that was Not fun considering it’s me being a cashier at a popular as fuck Asian supermarket. None of the days of medical leave even felt like breaks or time to recharge given how the managers were via text. Also being too sick to move while living independently is hell. Especially when you’re running out of food and need to walk to the store. You really take for granted your parents bringing soup up to your room when you’re in bed sick.

Worked Christmas Eve and day without any prev days off (Christmas Day was the 6th day I had to work in a row) aaand my disability’s been out of wack and it’s been pretty difficult to manage myself and keep myself taken care of. I got audhd and bpd so the worst possible symptoms of both of those kept getting triggered every single fucking day omggg. Landlords were also giving me annoying stupid crap through that so it felt like I was never able to rest (the problem was me not having my boundaries respected and constantly having them breathing down my neck and snooping in my space and constantly knocking on my door for things. Yk how older Asians get. It’s better now, thankfully).

So um yeah after another fuckload of shit happening on the 28th, I had a mental breakdown and rage quit the job!! Without any plan!! Whoops!! Obviously this was an insanely stupid impulsive choice to make, but it was at the point to where I didn’t give a fuck anymore about how I ended up at this point and just wanted to destroy everything 😅😅

So yeah I went into the new years panicking with just around $200 in my bank acc, and $1350 worth of rent to come up with by the 27th of the month to chronically worry about, so I immediately got to work on mass applying to jobs in the area and finding whatever resources were available for me since my parents r too broke to help usually and I don’t see any remaining family as an option since um. My parents probably owe most of them hundreds of dollars lmao!! Hooray for financial irresponsibility!! (I didn’t bother to tell either of them that I quit my job cuz I knew I’d get a doomer brained shouting earful about how I’m ‘guaranteed to miss rent’ and how they ‘can’t help me so I better not ask’. I didn’t need any of that kind of discouragement from anyone.)

Anyways, it’s halfway through the month, and by my own luck and drive I managed to gain myself more than enough to not have to worry about missing a rent payment. I’ve never once missed rent and I’d rather die than experience what that would be like. I already had to experience it when I first moved here due to my mom lying to me about having the first month of rent covered on time to give me time to find a job and it was 2 days of endless hell and soul sucking anxiety.

So yeah I’m in a load of online classes so I can finally finish up the rest of my degree before transferring, I’m financially stable now, I’m not as suicidal anymore and I’m being verbally abused or bullied in a work environment left and right anymore (and I’m rightfully avoiding my parents so I don’t have to deal with the same from either of them), I’m better fed with that post homelessness eating disorder mostly done, I’m in the process of getting psych help with my bpd and yeah I’m slowly getting on top of things again!! I’d say I’m doing pretty good right now! I’m even able to put more time into developing my art skills further and learn and study new topics every day to keep my brain engaged.

Oh, and also, these past few days I thoroughly studied my state’s labor law and drafted a fully cited multiparagraph email complete with screenshot/photo proof to my state’s department of labor over glaring labor code violations at my prev job, so let’s see how that goes. I plan to give them a call soon to make sure I get a case agent assigned to me after a brief check with an attorney. It was a pretty intimidating process since I’ve never dealt with anything law-related, so I’m pretty proud of myself for actually doing something. Also I just really needed the money they owed me.

It kinda blows my mind at how independent and self-driven I’ve become, and I remember being 16 and believing for the longest time that I may not leave my parents’ house til I’m past 30 or ever be able to experience independent living. But here I am! Sure it took 2 traumatic years of being homeless due to my parents losing every house we tried moving into and them going like ‘yea ur on ur own LMAO’, but I feel freer than I ever have. I’ve even figured out a load of government stuff and how the more technical government stuff and programs work since unfortunately I didn’t know shit before.

It kinda sucks sometimes that I don’t have any older adult figures to go to for help or advice on certain things (and every time I’d ask around family all I’d get are shrugs and cluelessness), but at the same time I’m proud of how knowledgeable I’ve managed to become on many different important things. People I know even come to me for advice on policy-related stuff (yk like with gov programs, law, and work etc), and I won’t lie it feels pretty great.

But yep! That’s that. Got a bit ranty and heavy with detail up there, so hope that’s fine. My current plans right now is to finish up college, manage my finances the best I can, develop healthier habits and cope better with my adhdtism/bpd and sleep patterns, study a language further to reach conversational fluency at least, get more involved in irl communities, build more onto my resume and to develop my art skills way more. I’m looking forward for what’s to come!!

I made my amount! Thanks so much everybody!

I'm still available for commissions based on this pricing for anyone still interested in getting one, but there's no rush or urgency now that I have rent covered ( ¨̮ )

Thanks again everyone!!! Lucky to have u guys

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

I’m $200 short on rent this month due to having to take time off work due to illness and I had food stamp issues that took long to get solved that led me to have to use my bank acc for food ;;

Not only that but the paycheck that I received today was WAY lower than expected so I have until the 25th to collect that $200 :^(

INFO BELOW CUT + all info from the graphic typed out again in case you can’t read my writing

Please be sure to message me either on here or on user @PeachFruitCake on discord if interested, please be sure to state what type of commission you’re interested in or what question you may have in your message so I know it’s not spam :•)

Payment methods are Venmo, PayPal, Zelle, cashapp, and kofi! Anything besides this cannot be accepted.

Commissions in the $25-75 range will be fully colored and completed drawings (the pic shown is the most recent example of my art since I’ve been improving like crazy lately but do note that it’s from a wip and whatever I complete for you will be a lot tidier and higher in quality)

- $25 bust

- $50 halfbody

- $75 fullbody

+$25 per added character

$20 colorless headshot sketches are also available!!

Please also note that I have a right down to turn down any commission request

I just need $165! Thanks so much guys, please keep boosting :•)

Getting some annoying ass scammers in my DMs over this so if ur interested in commissioning, please don’t hesitate to reach out !

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

I’m $200 short on rent this month due to having to take time off work due to illness and I had food stamp issues that took long to get solved that led me to have to use my bank acc for food ;;

Not only that but the paycheck that I received today was WAY lower than expected so I have until the 25th to collect that $200 :^(

INFO BELOW CUT + all info from the graphic typed out again in case you can’t read my writing

Please be sure to message me either on here or on user @PeachFruitCake on discord if interested, please be sure to state what type of commission you’re interested in or what question you may have in your message so I know it’s not spam :•)

Payment methods are Venmo, PayPal, Zelle, cashapp, and kofi! Anything besides this cannot be accepted.

Commissions in the $25-75 range will be fully colored and completed drawings (the pic shown is the most recent example of my art since I’ve been improving like crazy lately but do note that it’s from a wip and whatever I complete for you will be a lot tidier and higher in quality)

- $25 bust

- $50 halfbody

- $75 fullbody

+$25 per added character

$20 colorless headshot sketches are also available!!

Please also note that I have a right down to turn down any commission request

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

I’m $200 short on rent this month due to having to take time off work due to illness and I had food stamp issues that took long to get solved that led me to have to use my bank acc for food ;;

Not only that but the paycheck that I received today was WAY lower than expected so I have until the 25th to collect that $200 :^(

INFO BELOW CUT + all info from the graphic typed out again in case you can’t read my writing

Please be sure to message me either on here or on user @PeachFruitCake on discord if interested, please be sure to state what type of commission you’re interested in or what question you may have in your message so I know it’s not spam :•)

Payment methods are Venmo, PayPal, Zelle, cashapp, and kofi! Anything besides this cannot be accepted.

Commissions in the $25-75 range will be fully colored and completed drawings (the pic shown is the most recent example of my art since I’ve been improving like crazy lately but do note that it’s from a wip and whatever I complete for you will be a lot tidier and higher in quality)

- $25 bust

- $50 halfbody

- $75 fullbody

+$25 per added character

$20 colorless headshot sketches are also available!!

Please also note that I have a right down to turn down any commission request

Hello... I am Hani from Palestine from Gaza and I am talking to you with a sad heart about what happened to me and my family, I was seriously injured in the war in my left foot since March 2024, and until today I have not received treatment. I am married and have 3 children Abdullah, Salma and Saleh, my wife Nour gave birth to a baby girl, but unfortunately as a result of the war, my child died due to lack of food and water, air pollution and lack of money. If you can't do this, share my story until I get to safety and achieve my goal. 💢💚Verified by @gazavetters, my number in the list has been verified (#99) 🌹🌹

Everyone please boost if you can! Best wishes to you and your family

well gosh

I wanted to redraw that one old pic sooo badly or to at least draw her in that dress again but with more accurate hair so yeah…!!!! This is sorta wipish idk it’s like both a wip both not cuz it’s also nice as is….but yeah..!!!!

Bonus:

It's an absolute blessing to see your Sulinda art ♥️

Thanks so much!!!!!!!!!!! I plan to make more esp as I improve with my art and attention span ʕ”̣̫Ɂ ʕ”̣̫Ɂ ʕ”̣̫Ɂ

w w w w woodigsns

Thinking about how Martin friends discussed on the stream from yesterday how Susan and Linda would’ve eventually dated if Susan didn’t pass 😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖

Um ok so basically earlier this year I reaaally wanted to finally get into candle-making so I made a half joking post like “hi if anyone gets me candle molds from my wish list I’ll draw jelix” and someone bought out my Whole wish list so. Yeah

Here’s some of the results from at that time!!!

BDAYS NOW T00000????????????????????????

MARTINNNNN QUIT CHANGING EVERYONES HEIGHTS I CANT KEEP UPPPP RAAAUUUUGHHH

commissions and gifts for ppl from over the course of this year so far

uh wow

hi Sorry haven’t updated in so long lol life has been busy and a load of big changes took place

here’s low effort scribbles n doodles (in order from oldest to newest) all from the past several months

Fear and Hunger: The Major Arcana Collab Revelation!

Greetings, there have been some problems and delays to post it on the 2nd of March, we apologize for that. But thank you to everyone who have shown interest in this collaboration! Here are the results and credits to.

@calatarii - The Fool

@heartokei - The Magician

marshallpapu777 (twitter) - The High Priestess

@tactical-shovel - The Empress

@.9sy - The Emperor

Bunny_babbits (twitter) - The Hierophant

@giantenemykrab - The Chariot

gummrt (twitter) - Justice

KingJoshuaArt (twitter) - The Hermit

@fresasconcremaart - Strenght

Centipede_Zeri (twitter) - The Hanged Man

Kaijoo__ (twitter) - Death

@santa-lilio-sangre - The Devil

@ambiguousnothing - The Tower

@prcyyyy - The Star

@volcamluz - The Moon

@ash-underdash - Judgement

@peachfruitcake - The World

Better quality of the pieces here.

Hi it says there’s 12 messages in my inbox but I only have 7, plz resend urs if I haven’t replied in a while!!

MARTINNNNN QUIT CHANGING EVERYONES HEIGHTS I CANT KEEP UPPPP RAAAUUUUGHHH

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.infinitycow.eplay

ok obv I’m not gonna copy/paste that into my browser but upon looking it up its kinda funny that a load of other ppl are getting this without knowing wtf it is. Also no infinity cow app comes up either hmm

Sorry for spam liking and reblogging lmao I just really like your art it's so cool and pretty I would definitely put it in a mixer and make a smoothie out of it and drink it 👍

NO WORRIES I love when ppl do that so I never mind!!!!!! 🌜🤝🌛‼️‼️😸

what do yu think the relationship between linda and susan is mate?

Canonically it’s just friends (but as Martin said you can see it as Susan having a secret crush on her) but I like to see it as complicated one sided pining in denial that potentially develops further hehe

drawings from when I was high off a sleep edible last night

❤︎ 🌼🐑📿 ❤︎

did you hear about what Martin said about Susan and Linda on the Twitter space he hosted on the 27th? i thought of you instantly when he started talking about them and have been waiting for you to post your thoughts! :-)

HEHE YES IM THE ONE WHO’S QUESTION LED TO THAT!!!!!

Now for those who didn’t listen to that space, Martin said that Linda called her to say goodbye but never specified how it went of course. Besides “hey Susan I’m leaving sorry this is really impacting my mental health” “gaaaaaaaaaaey”/j

This is all a personal headcanon but I like to think that their friendship grew incredibly distant ever since Linda married Felix, Susan probably stopped talking to her altogether for a while and it would leave Linda very confused and upset. They might’ve started talking to eachother again a little bit as the series of events began to approach but only very brief small talk, maybe Linda complaining a little and giving Susan a few life updates and them both talking about stuff they’ve been noticing with others lately (especially Felix’s drinking), but nothing deeper than that.

I see Susan being extremely emotionally closed off to most people except maybe a select few that she knows very closely, so if you were to ask her what’s going on in her life she’d give you a very vaguely watered down version and not what’s actually going on or how she’s really managing herself emotionally.

So basically she used to be more open with Linda, but during that period she sort of just started treating her like a stranger.

So when Linda called her first to tell her that she’s finally leaving, Susan acted how she usually would, keeping it calm, understanding and respectful and wishing her luck, but she won’t really show any more than that. Or that she cried later and felt pretty bad that they couldn’t be so close anymore and that she’ll probably never be able to make up for herself acting so distant for the past many years again.

Of course this all comes from how I view Susan as a character myself though and also the fact that I refuse to pass up the idea that she has feelings for Linda. I like to think that she introduced her to Felix cuz Linda was getting more desperate to find a relationship and Susan was getting weird thoughts so in a panic she shoved her off to him so she could avoid the urges. They’ve been boiling within her since highschool and she always was able to push them aside or excuse them as “she’s just my very close friend I don’t have many close friends so she feels extra special” and as the years went by they began distracting her a lot from her work and were growing stronger and more unavoidable aaand they were really beginning to affect how she’d interact with Linda and you see Susan hates feeling like another has any control over her and Linda just wouldn’t shut up about hooooow badly she wants a relationship and hoooow many dates keep failing and Susan was at the point to where she was starting to get the kind of dreams that make you stare up at the ceiling in horror when you open your eyes in the morning so one day when she overheard Felix speaking about being single and wanting to start looking around, she decided to introduce her to him. Susan allegedly never finds a problem she can’t fix in some way so that was her solution.

They hit it off, Susan’s solution isn’t working for some reason cuz she doesn’t feel any relief at all and in fact feels worse but just sucks it up and just focuses on her work and looks the other way. Linda and Felix get married, Susan feels like throwing up the entire day and now feels somehow even more worse by now and suddenly whenever Linda wants to chat she’s suddenly always “busy” every time. Susan’s often busy anyways but you know yourself when there’s a difference between “shit I’m busy that day, let’s do Sunday instead” and “Sorry I can’t, I’m busy”, “I don’t know when I’ll be available.”

While Linda and Felix were dating, Susan probably assumed that she was just jealous that she couldn’t have a little fun at her age herself. When they got married, Susan told herself that she’s probably so depressed over it cuz it’s making her feel like she’s fallen behind others her age and that maybe she feels bitter that all of these people are moving on and going through these important life stages while she remains behind. Which made no sense otherwise cuz Susan couldn’t give any less of a fuck about starting any sort of family or going out. But that’s what Susan would tell herself that she feels so she wouldn’t have to think about it any further. By the time Susan thinks she’s over whatever it was, she begins having brief talks with Linda occasionally. Not often and still a bit distant, but way better than before.

So yeah can you imagine how shitty and guilty Susan felt that whole time of her weird bitterness toward Linda being in a relationship and not being able to approach her much anymore or how Felix turned out to be such a shitty husband.

If this headcanon is aligned with twf’s canon, she’d probably be dead before she even gets to actually acknowledge and accept her feelings as they are. Such is life though. Not like she could’ve done anything about it.

I found a load of old screenshots from the official twf server of Martin talking about the characters and they can’t really easily be found these days so I’m considering posting them all.

I might edit his messages + anything relevant from the crew together so I don’t spam sm and also link a file showing the unedited screenshots in case anyone wants them.

It’s just I tried to search to find them again myself to retake the screenshots but either earlier messages got deleted or it’s discord’s updated search function being fucked now but yeah if I get enough ppl showing interest I’ll gladly do it

hii I’m almost at 1k followers thanks so much for the love lately guys!!!! It’s very motivating anyways I got anon enabled now so plz behave if u send me anything much love xoxoxo ʕ”̣̫Ɂ

something to remember

not really here anymore

🐉 Happy Lunar New Year 2024!!!🐉

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