The Most Sad Part About The Ending Is The Fact That They Can't Never Fulfill Their Hope And Dreams For

When Aemond sees Lucerys

This is so true. I'm in my early twenties and all of my friends are moving away with different jobs and they are making new friends, I'm on a different job where I'm constantly feeling I'm not being able to connect with other people or myself properly. And when I reach out to them, they are busy (I'm not blaming them and absolutely in this pandemic no one have to take the responsibility of other people's struggles) but I'm just trying to reach out to them for casual conversation to know about their life, how they are coping with changes, is everything okay or not but they are kind of ignoring me. It hurts a lot to feel like unwanted. Its feels like there's no value to that friendship anymore.

I talked to my mum the other day, and she told me that when you’re in your 20’s, you feel everyone is better than you. You feel that everyone is smarter, they are better, they are doing more, they got it all handled. And then she told me, that as you get older, you learn that it was not true, it was never true. Everyone is not better than you. Everyone isn’t doing more than you, everyone isn’t smarter and everyone do not have it all handled. Now, I hope I get that into my head some day soon. And until then, I’m gonna work on that and talk about it, cause I’m not alone in feeling this. I hope we all learn this, no matter if you are in your 20’s, or younger or older. Don’t sell yourself short.

this version is so pretty

A study with me video 😌 with Korean music in the background.

Tips & Tricks:

Now days I study with background musics and they really helped me with concentration. ❤

And then we found wonderland

She calms all our fears with a Cheshire cat smile. 😄

📸: Kevin Winter

And finally, artwork for The Burning God, book 3 of the Poppy War series by the amazing R.F. Kuang. This was made for Subterranean Press's limited run of a special edition publication.

Hope you enjoyed the art!

Sketches and other bonus content are available on my Patreon!

New favorite of mine ! Why the lead casts has great chemistry b/w them that I want more of them. Like secret forest I want more of them, I want to see their interaction more onscreen 😣

Leaked footage of season 2

12.02.2022 -

This year till now has been so weird to me. I've already finished my masters and started pursuing my internship. New faces, new workload but one thing I'm struggling is habituating with the change. I just don't know why but I am whining everyday after each workday and counting time in my head for the week to end. I can't even read books or watch any movies or series with concentration anymore. Life is feeling so suffocating, so monotonous, I just want to cry everyday...just want to go back to those days when I was looking forward to everyday. I just do nothing no social media, no social interaction, nothing. I don't know why but I'm struggling so much and it's taking a toll on my health. By this week end my bestie is moving to another city ! I'm just so so missing her that it's physically hurting me. I just don't know. I want everything to end already :(

P.s: these are some pictures from my rooftop!

Diary Blog: entry 2 - Hanahaki

Hanahaki hanahaki,death of a one sided love. Where the flowers of love blooms through your lungs, the petals wet with your blood like a moonlit night. Nothing beautiful about it still it shines in pure unadulterated pain of love. Love is beautiful, love is pain, love is heartbreak, love is hanahaki. Your painful, unrequited love blossoms in the most beautiful but horrible way.

Aemond + Lucerys iconic dinner scene