Finally Getting Over My Ana But Getting Worse With $/h

Part of me just wants to say fuck it and come out as genderfluid and the other part is listing everything that could go wrong.

why do i always feel so fat? ://

i need to lose more weight asap.

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished...

armpit f@t literally ruins every outfit

just sayin

fun things to manifest bc you can 💗

always smelling like vanilla 🌸

breath always smells like mint 🌸

never sweats/ your sweat has no smell 🌸

your sweat smells like bubble baths 🌸

your hair is never oily/dry 🌸

if you have bangs they’re never greasy and stay in place even when windy 🌸

always have the best hair, skincare and body products 🌸

growing your hair is super easy 🌸

you can manifest anything instantly 🌸

you get anything/everything you put on your pinstrest board 🌸

Control what you eat.

🎀

Don’t let food control you.

just ate a shit ton of fruit n rice cakes

i feel like a fatass 😭

I do more eating than I do "disorder"-ing