(I Hope I'm Not Annoying You With All The Questions? It's Just Sometimes I Want To Know Stuff About.."how

Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!

yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)

it's so common in fandoms!

I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.

I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔

I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.

anyway here's a doodle!

⚠️ suggestive paperhat dump

cw spanking, maso, lingerie, (gross) making out, pregnancy

second one is kinda a prequel/inbetween to the first one, last one is an alternative ending to the second

only drew the first one to make the word pun "Flug gets flogged" and then it just went off the rails from there

ref to the 8th orientation video about the fact that you get pregnant when drinking Black Hat's spit like Aku

Hello!

First of all I'm sorry for disappearing without saying goodbye.

I have changed my name from @uoowap to @orengejoshi for safety reasons.

Smth bad happened to me. a lot of bad things happened to me.

Maybe someday soon I'll paste the story of it all here. I've just been able to come out with this on twitter. For those who are curious and remember me- there you can find the reason. It's a lot.

____________________

Now will I come back?

I don't know.

Maybe I'll try. Maybe not. We'll see.

This whole thing is JUST finally over after over a year of suffering. I need more time to recover I guess.

I've been very active only on instagram stories. A lot of my recovery story could be followed along there.

idk if I want to leave social media all together or try ANOTHER start. idk if posting my art has ever been very fun to me. I appreciate everyone who supported me and especially those who still do.

IF I try again... then on insta and here. Twitter might not be my thing all too much.

anyway, where you can find me currently and are very welcome to talk to me;

Instagram: @orengejoshi

Twitter: @orengejoshi

Tumblr: @orengejoshi

Discord: Joshi#6941

I have gotten a LOT better at art. I'm fully content with. I learned to love my art and stopped comparing. I generally learned a lot. I've become extremely calm and laid-back. Maybe this whole thing aged me by 30 years ahskjshsk

Thanks for reading

-Joshi

Paperhatober Day 8: Box

the real reason why Flug always wears gloves

Christmas Time! The most odious season of all for Black Hat

...apart from the Glühwein.

All sketches I never shared here, partly ancient, experimental stuff-

Beautiful how I never finish anything right-

Just look at Black Hat being happy. (cuz those are recent doodles) Important.

In someones tags I read "I miss you" AHSJAJDHSJS SAME I MISS Y'ALL sorry my health is killing me lmao

wanna be happy

8/23 HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLUGGY BOI

I really should draw him more, didn't even need a sketch I just jumped right into the lineart with this one, never done this before. Was so much fun, so colorful!

TJ_flugslys