Wanna Be Happy

alternative version?

idk. I couldn't decide. I feel like it's more atmospheric and impactful with the black background, but it's also slightly cluttered with it (or I just did it wrong. lbr I probably did it wrong.)

maybe I'll just try again, another page?

"you need my blood for your experiments? get it yourself."

he's trying. he's really trying. and failing miserably.

Hey! I was wondering since you said that English isn’t your first language and all and the translation thing (Which is totally fine btw! I’m the same way) …

What is your first language? Sorry if this is like too personal, but I’m genuinely really curious!

Ich spreche normalerweise deutsch

Berliner/Sächsischer dialekt mix

my brain also gets confused bc I can speak a little bit of many languages. spanish namely, also simple french, dutch and japanese

paperhat in german would be eons better than in english, bc Flug has to use the formal "you" for Black Hat. and he would. he would (have to) continue even once they are together bc he probably demands it. Black Hat could use it for Flug (should, under normal circumstances of the rule) but most likely doesn't respect him enough for that. it strengthens the power imbalance soo much bc it is ALWAYS mutual irl.

this is indescribably ancient so it's really bad [the text is NSFWish]

commonly, only the older one can offer the informal "you" to another person. it would be high praise and trust to get the offer from your boss.

if your language doesn't have that layer of politeness you don't understand how much tension and power there is behind even a simple casual conversation, it's so appealing ughh (if you use it in a ship. bc you never use it in your private life, not even when you meet someone you date for the first time. it's just strange to use for a partner whether long-term or one-night. paperhat would be a quite unique case.)

we DMed and I got an audio of Flug speaking to me

so if you need me, I died.

my greatest achievement of my life is that Flug's english VA is my mutual (I can't believe it with my weird ahh art)

Here's a continuation of my last painting, inspired by y'alls lovely comments

Can you please draw a chubby mr flug please! And thank you

a little more than chubby bc chubby is usually not enough for me, I need this man big and soft

*slamming my fists on the table*

Flug! Is! A! Top!

FLUG IS A TOP!

I redrew Flug's ref sheet for no reason, I just adore plus size men💗

Flugs is quite fond of airplanes so why doesn't he become a pilot

He's already a pilot xP He lost his license due to crimes tho

The statement on this picture would still apply if you'd remove the arrow or point it to literally any other part of him

Hello!

First of all I'm sorry for disappearing without saying goodbye.

I have changed my name from @uoowap to @orengejoshi for safety reasons.

Smth bad happened to me. a lot of bad things happened to me.

Maybe someday soon I'll paste the story of it all here. I've just been able to come out with this on twitter. For those who are curious and remember me- there you can find the reason. It's a lot.

____________________

Now will I come back?

I don't know.

Maybe I'll try. Maybe not. We'll see.

This whole thing is JUST finally over after over a year of suffering. I need more time to recover I guess.

I've been very active only on instagram stories. A lot of my recovery story could be followed along there.

idk if I want to leave social media all together or try ANOTHER start. idk if posting my art has ever been very fun to me. I appreciate everyone who supported me and especially those who still do.

IF I try again... then on insta and here. Twitter might not be my thing all too much.

anyway, where you can find me currently and are very welcome to talk to me;

Instagram: @orengejoshi

Twitter: @orengejoshi

Tumblr: @orengejoshi

Discord: Joshi#6941

I have gotten a LOT better at art. I'm fully content with. I learned to love my art and stopped comparing. I generally learned a lot. I've become extremely calm and laid-back. Maybe this whole thing aged me by 30 years ahskjshsk

Thanks for reading

-Joshi