dayum, i just read the new chapter with Yor and Yuri, it was quite sweet, but also bitter, if i have to be honest.
Yuri, i love you, but mannn ๐ญ
More spy x familyyyy drawings
i think i'm gonna write stuff from hetalia, of course i won't stop writing for Yuri, buuut i started enjoying hetalia again, so...
(people who are here for Tom Riddle: YOU WILL GET HIM. I PROMISE YOU WILL ONE DAY.)
i'm gonna cry it's perfect
Sometimes all I think about is you
female reader // sfw
๐. he's a gentleman.
everyone in Hogwarts knows him as a charming young man, but with you it's a whole new, different level.
โ Tom likes to kiss your hand when he sees you โ it doesn't just show his courtesy, but also how much he admires you and your reactions when it's happening. he wants you (and everyone) to notice that he treats you as his lady, respectfully. sometimes when you walk around holding hands, he can take your hand and kiss it when you least expect it.
โ Tom offers his arm for you. โ usually it happens when it's raining and the umbrella is too small to accommodate both of you, Surely it could be changed with a wave of a wand and a good spell, but would there be an opportunity to walk together like this? of course yes, but you both seem to like it that way.
โ Riddle is always on time โ this applies to both classes and your dates, this guy is never late, he's actually fifteen minutes early! he would never, ever allow you to wait for him.
โ he always offers to walk you to your dorm โ it speaks for itself, Tom is very possessive protectful of you and he wouldn't let anything harm you.
โ Tom lets you sit first โ he likes to pull out your chair for you before he allows himself to sit down, sometimes when you sit down, he kisses your cheek or nibbles at your neck.
๐๐. nicknames Tom uses.
names don't matter, they never did for Tom Riddle. that is, until he met you โ suddenly he not only started adoring your name, but also using nicknames for it (even though he definitely loves your name more than that), like;
โ my dearest โ he likes to murmur it while kissing your hand, Tom really enjoys seeing your blush when it happens.
โ miss (last name) โ usually when he wants to tease you or you're frustrating him.
โ my sweetness โ let's say it, he's saying it only when you're alone, no exceptions.
๐๐๐. signs of affection.
Tom isn't all that affectionate, but he tries his best to satisfy you and your needs.
โ hugs โ he will never admit how much he likes when you're sitting on his lap and cuddling up to him, usually he just wraps his arms around you and starts to kiss your neck, that always is extremely encouraging to him.
โ kisses โ he likes kissing you everywhere, even though he's a gentleman, he likes kissing you passionately on the lips and enjoys seeing how much you try to kiss him back. kissing your neck is very... good, to him. Tom knows how much of a soft spot it is for you and he enjoys seeing you shiver. other parts of your body also were kissed by Tom Riddle, cheeks, jaw, shoulders, arms... it's impossible to exchange.
โ gifts โ Tom never had much money, so unfortunately he couldn't give you much in your Hogwarts days, but later - when he begins working - he starts buying you presents, mostly necklaces or rings... they're not expensive, but he's trying, really. his obsession love for you is just growing bigger when he sees your reactions to all those little nothings. once, on the anniversary he gave you something unbelievable, Ravenclaw's diadem, for you having a part of his soul in it was probably the most romantic thing in the world.
โ his time โ Tom listens to you and your stories, even when he gets grumpy or is busy, somehow you always can talk about your interests, vent about private things (that he definitely won't use in future) or just spend time in silence.
// i hope i didn't go too far with it, because it's all fiction for my girly heart (โ ยดโ ย โ .โ ย โ .ฬซโ ย โ .โ ย โ `โ ) i will definitely write more for this mr. toxicity to feed my delusions.
thanks for reading :33 i hope you enjoyed it,
โ cecily.
(fem reader)
โ i said i would never fall, unless it's you i fall into. โ
a = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)
ยท Yuri is clingy asf, he adores his girlfriend so much!!?
he loves to shower you with kisses and hugs, don't expect him to stop, because it WON'T happen!
b = best friend (what would they be like as a best friend? how would the friendship start?)
ยท Yuri as a friend... he for sure would talk about his sister a lot... there's not much to say about it, he can open up more if he wants to, though.
c = cuddles (do they like to cuddle? how would they cuddle?)
ยท he loves cuddles! yk what he likes to do the most? hugging you from behind and kissing your whole face.
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
ยท hm... i'm sure that deep inside he wants to settle down, but right now he just has to think about the present - his job, protecting Yor and you.
despite Yor's cooking, he cooks rather well and he will make sure you're eating properly! he also tries to clean his apartment frequently.
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
ยท he would most likely break up with you because of his job and for fear of something happening to you... he would try to stay calm and cold and just to say it and leave, but mentally he would be broken.
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)
ยท well..... HE'D LOVE TO MARRY YOU.
although he probably won't ask too quickly, he's very fine with this idea... on the other hand, he's insecure of himself. he really is. so it will be hard for him.
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
ยท Yuri is a weird person, if you haven't noticed. he can be both very sweet and gentle towards the people he loves and be also very rough at the edges โ it depends.
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
ยท Yuri hugs you very often, he really enjoys having you in his arms, he likes to think that you're safe there.
i = i love you (how fast do they say the l-word?)
Yuri said it after a long while, it took him a while to trust you completely, but when he did, he said it instantly. (let's ignore that he was totally showing his love from the first day of dating, it's about the l-word.)
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when theyโre jealous?)
ยท i think this was to be expected, Yuri is incredibly jealous and possesive! he is jealous of everyone... someone breathes too loudly in your presence? frown! someone talks to you? execution! someone dares to touch you? PUBLIC ENFORCEMENT, NO WAY!! it's one of Yuri's biggest red flags, but he doesn't think it's wrong, to him it's a very normal, natural reaction... his biggest fear is losing somebody he loves.
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
ยท he loves to kiss you everywhere, from forehead to thighs!
Yuri likes both the short, gentle kisses that you always give him before he goes to work and the long, passionate kisses you have when you're alone.
he likes to be kissed everywhere, but his favorite ones are probably kisses on the cheek and lips.
l = little ones (how are they around children?)
ยท he's not the best with kids, of course, it's not that he hates them, but he's very impatient...
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
ยท this guy likes to cuddle with you in the morning, although usually he's going to work very early, he loves to shower you with kisses and affection, so you won't miss him too much... of course you are still going to miss him, but he doesn't have to know about it.
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
ยท well, it depends... usually you're the one sleeping, and he's just watching over you, not in a creepy way though, he likes to look at your face and appreciate your beauty.
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
ยท as you can expect, Yuri is a total liar.
he'll tell you his real job after months, and not months of just knowing each other, months of being good friends - he won't blame you, if you're going to be mad, because who wouldn't when someone close hides something that important?
+ it can happen quicker, if he'll drink alcohol, everyone knows that Yuri's alcohol tolerance is bad. OKAY, very bad. impossibly bad. so he's going to tell you right away and cry about it for the next hour.
p = patience (How easily angered are they?)
ยท oh, well... he has a bad temper, a very bad temper - which becomes even worse through his work in SSS, he's a very emotional and sudden person, however he doesn't want to be mad at you, not at all... he'll never do anything worse than saying some rough words and he would never hurt you, he would rather cut off his fingers than do that.
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
ยท Yuri remembers everything about you, your favorite color? of course he knows it! favorite food? too easy! your first pet? he remembers its full name! - he knows everything, and more.
r = remember (what is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
ยท he absolutely loves everything about your relationship, cuddling, talking, sleeping and eating together... he just loves you. with you he could even do nothing and be grateful!
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
ยท he's not protective... he's overprotective.
he won't let anyone or anything hurt you, it would kill him. for him you're the sweetest, the loveliest person in the world (with Yor of course), so hurting you is like a death wish.
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
ยท he loves to spoil you and working in the Secret Police gives him more than enough money to do it! Yuri loves to buy you new clothes, jewelry... your wish is his command.
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
ยท well... he's a busy person, sometimes, because of his work, he can't spend time with you - even though you understand that he does it for you and Yor, he feels bad because of that and tries his best to make it up to you.
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
ยท Yuri knows that he's not a bad looking person, but he doesn't pay much attention to it, of course he takes care of himself, but he's not exaggerating with it.
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
ยท he adores you deeply and he can't imagine life without you... if you leave him, Yuri would be a wrack.
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
ยท Anya calls you her auntie, Yuri pretends to not care about it, but in fact he thinks it's just... something else, that he can't help but feel good about.
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldnโt like, either in general or in a partner?)
ยท he wouldn't like it if you had any addictions, like smoking cigarettes or drinking alcohol... he would do anything to get you to quit your habit and would be by your side through everything.
z = zzz (what is a sleep habits of theirs?)
ยท before sleep, he loves to get a kiss on the cheek, sometimes he wakes up cuddled up to your chest, with you caressing his hair, he's quite embarrassed when it happens, but he does nothing to change it.
the end.
it was in my notes way too long, i'm not completely satisfied, but i did my best for the moment, i will probably fix it in the future.
i hope you enjoyed it still.
ps. this part about children is so short, because i'm planning to write more about it the other day ^^
this lives in my head rent free from now on
Twilight can do perfect voice mimicry of any person and he absolutely exploits this skill to the fullest extent in operation strix. At one put he had a full conversation with Becky pretending to be Anya, granted he almost lost his voice after but it worked. He once convinced Director Gorey to give him a bunch of patients by imitating Fiona.
The one voice he is most proud of is his Yor voice. She has such a distinctive tone and odd speech patterns it actually takes effort to get it done perfectly. He can fool her boss, their neighbors, her coworkers, even got Handler a few times. He even convinced a drunk Yor she was talking to herself and that she needed to go to bed.
There is only person it has never worked on. Yuri. Not only does he realize it's not Yor immediately, he also notices it Loid every time. He has fooled Yuri on many occasions (think of the mole arc) but for whatever reason he can always tell when it's not Yor. No matter how much Twilight tries it never works and it stresses him out so much.
There is no explanation btw, Yuri just can smell Loid's vibe from a mile away
slowly getting back to sdv again
i'm crying omg
Sometimes I just think about how nicely Twilight is treated within the family. Sure this mission has its challenges (and according to the manga summary it's one of his most demanding ones), but it's the first time he gets to live with a kid and see her growth and genuine effort to make him proud and him actually being proud of her, and to be in a "relationship" with Yor where they are both honest about the fact that they're pretending and he doesn't have to fake his feelings for her, and she still is so kind and supportive, and most surprising of all, a dog that he gets to be honest with and that absolutely adores him.
And like you know this is probably the first time that this combination happens to him in a mission.
He's directly seeing a little child be happy and have innocent fun
He's being honest (to a degree) and is treated nicely without the need of manipulation
And he's living with a pet that he actually gets to bond (heh) with
And I just sit and think about how much that makes him open up and start feeling safe within this family. His life is full of dangers and he's coming in contact with the worst people around, but when he returns home, he can just be, and the company there will just be kind and affectionate. And again I think it tells a lot about his humanity that that touches him, even if he tries to tell himself that it doesn't.
i'm tearing for i need this man
I like him
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Spy X Family: The Road Ahead The Hardest part is moving on
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