Nautical Nightmare

Photoshop fun

Just having a little fun in Photoshop. Oh the humanity!

Adam, please don't be gone for too long. Your intelligence and voice of reason is needed in the increasingly dumb-down world of gaming reviews. 

After some incredible achievements over the last year and a half, I am announcing my departure from Rev3 Games and Discovery Digital Networks. Sixteen years in front of the camera covering the videogame industry has brought me to a point where I am ready and desiring to explore new...

Disappointed

In me I'm trying to do things right Can't take the shame Eyes are open Mind is numb Just keep moving So hard not to look back Don't do it! March onward, 1 2 3 4 Over the hill there is the promise of sunshine

Dream Worm

When I lay awake in my bed, as I close my eyes it’s thoughts of you that fill my head. My heart races and my body becomes warm. Beneath the blankets I start to squirm. You hold me close and I hold you too. Caressing your thighs softly, kissing your eyes. I drag my finger tips  slowly down both your sides.

Staring deeply into your eyes, feel my hands on your cheek, as they tighten and reveal a smile.

Just close your eyes and listen to our hearts call out for each other. I hold you tightly as dawn approaches, one night in heaven and now it’s back to reality.

A New Day

It's 11am when I pull the covers off myself

been feeling down, lost track of for how long

I stagger to my feet, walking toward the kitchen, trying to find something to eat

It's been a long time since I've felt  alive

It is like a darkness has surrounded me, and crept deep down inside

Something draws me to the window, where the blinds are closed so tight

The soft glowing light behind; entices  me

Something feels different, this must be the moment and I shall not let it go 

I'm going to let the light in, for the first time in forever

I'm going to let the sun warm my heart today

Showering in solar rays, looking at the world before me

My body feels alive, for the first time in so long

I feel the darkness melt away

Today is going to be a new day

Hot pot

She's a little tea pot short and stout The waters boiling over, it's spraying out I neglected the little tea pot for too long Water spraying everywhere it burns my hands Hug the little tea pot, she sears my flesh Things are boiling over, it's spraying out I don't know what to do, it burns so bad

fire and ice

The dagger pierces my chest, its smooth cold blade enters slowly. Every inch it glides deeper I feel my breath escape my lips. Everything burns around me, a fire of my own doing. I lay in a pool of my own crimson essence. 

Challenges

The therapist tells me I need to find myself, and that my significant other, is just like my mother; suppressing me and squeezing me like a vice— keeping me from being who I want to be, deciding who my friends are and aren’t. This pressure must stem from her love for me and the fear that I will forget her, but ironically it’s what is causing me to drift farther away.

Have we really changed so much that this is beyond repair? Dare I set myself free onto the world once more or do I settle and try to keep this ship a float.

I have to try and make this work… But I’m very afraid it’s already over…

Up

Spread out across the floor, laying on my back looking up at the ceiling I hear her crying in the bathroom I just stare at the shadows crawling slowly across the walls Nothing inside me anymore It's almost as if I don't even care She cries and I stare up and off into space

Close your eyes and lean back

Feel warm kisses glide up and down your neck

Shhh... 

Don’t worry, you’re safe in my arms

just you and I... nothing else matters

I tilt your chin up, and stare down into your eyes. A gentle gaze, your sweet almond eyes