Adam, Please Don't Be Gone For Too Long. Your Intelligence And Voice Of Reason Is Needed In The Increasingly

fire and ice

The dagger pierces my chest, its smooth cold blade enters slowly. Every inch it glides deeper I feel my breath escape my lips. Everything burns around me, a fire of my own doing. I lay in a pool of my own crimson essence. 

Confusion

Where do I begin?

The confusion has set in

What am I to do?

Like so many before me, I grew up with these characters--learning, laughing and even grieving. Seeing the muppets was like seeing an old friend again. Today as an adult, I can now see the incredible feat of work that is required to bring our lovable monsters to life. To this group of amazing beings: my heart is filled with gratitude and admiration. Thank you for all your hard work. You've touched countless hearts and minds with your messages of compassion. 

Early 70’s behind the scenes of Sesame Street with the Muppets.

Dream Worm

When I lay awake in my bed, as I close my eyes it’s thoughts of you that fill my head. My heart races and my body becomes warm. Beneath the blankets I start to squirm. You hold me close and I hold you too. Caressing your thighs softly, kissing your eyes. I drag my finger tips  slowly down both your sides.

Staring deeply into your eyes, feel my hands on your cheek, as they tighten and reveal a smile.

Just close your eyes and listen to our hearts call out for each other. I hold you tightly as dawn approaches, one night in heaven and now it’s back to reality.

M 25 09 - I gave it to you

I feel as if the waves of the ocean must, when the clouds have blocked the warmth of the sun.

:(

It's a balancing trick, come one come all! Take a gander quick or it all might fall! Watch and wait, I swear it'll be great! Because everything tall, will soon start to shake, and if left unattended it surely will break, shatter and tumble straight down to the ground. What's left is in pieces, and my face is a frown!

3:56 AM

Love

Love is a flower

it is beautiful and full of life

take care of it and it will grow strong and produce fruit

Love is a flower

neglect it and it dies

slowly but surly it decays it fades to ash

A New Day

It's 11am when I pull the covers off myself

been feeling down, lost track of for how long

I stagger to my feet, walking toward the kitchen, trying to find something to eat

It's been a long time since I've felt  alive

It is like a darkness has surrounded me, and crept deep down inside

Something draws me to the window, where the blinds are closed so tight

The soft glowing light behind; entices  me

Something feels different, this must be the moment and I shall not let it go 

I'm going to let the light in, for the first time in forever

I'm going to let the sun warm my heart today

Showering in solar rays, looking at the world before me

My body feels alive, for the first time in so long

I feel the darkness melt away

Today is going to be a new day

Feelings S.O.S

You had me captivated, infatuated. My feelings for you are genuine. My heart took off like a rocket Moving at unimaginable speeds Soaring high in the sky At the apex of this rush, my heart exploded—showering it’s contents all over--for you to view. Beautiful and colorful words crisscross the night sky, the glowing embers slowly fading out of sight.

Darkness once again envelopes this life.

Infatuation.

Bridges burning

They're burning brighter Flames licking at my flesh The rain falls, yet the embers continue to spread to bridge I've tread Gnawing at the tethers that anchor me to this place With each passing moment I am feeling dread Taking from me everything There is a flash inside my head, as I'm laying halfway dead The first sparks came from me It was I whom lit the thread