I can't deal sometimes...Something happens and my mind fucking goes awol. Then these thoughts cross my mind, and all I can think of is running the blade across my arm, or purposely making my truck slide into something since the grounds are slippery, or really just doing anything to hurt myself...But I don't want to go back down that road again of harming myself...I wish I knew what to do, what to think, and how to deal. But every second that goes by, the urge to do something stupid gets stronger and stronger. Why can't I just have a normal working brain?
There will be days when I’ll be hard to understand and honestly, those are the days I wish you truly would.
- j.f.i. (@jfipoetry on Instagram)
Thank god for my awkward personality. Now I don't feel so.....awkward.
Quite a lot...actually :-/
I feel like crying this got more notes than I expected.. I’m so sorry darlings.
Hopeless romantic. Realist. Indecisive. Oh, and hella gay.
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