I Wanna Quit, And Just Be Normal For A Bit...
I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit...
I can't deal sometimes...Something happens and my mind fucking goes awol. Then these thoughts cross my mind, and all I can think of is running the blade across my arm, or purposely making my truck slide into something since the grounds are slippery, or really just doing anything to hurt myself...But I don't want to go back down that road again of harming myself...I wish I knew what to do, what to think, and how to deal. But every second that goes by, the urge to do something stupid gets stronger and stronger. Why can't I just have a normal working brain?
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You treated her like shit, I treat her like the princess she is. Now she's happy and you want her back. Sorry, just because y'all have a kid together does not mean you should be together.
“I can’t be what people want. My appearance doesn’t inspire awe or desire. My words don’t inspire change or captivation. I don’t know how to be someone else’s person. I barely know how to be my own.”
— will I ever learn?
"Okay let me make this clear....I. Want. My. Food."
He is begging for his breakfast
I played this and my cats went crazy. It was hilarious.
My cat’s tummy was upset 😂
“Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what. They say that nothing lasts forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after we’re gone.” -
Cecelia Ahern, P.S. I Love You
Countless times, unfortunately...Most recent has been the last few days :-/
Hopeless romantic. Realist. Indecisive. Oh, and hella gay.
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