I'm So Tired. I Don't Wanna Get Better

How do i stop feeling like a burden for everyone in my life?, financially,emotionally,physically, i just can't stop the feeling that everyone's life would be better if i weren't here

I want someone to love me softly, I'm tired of the violent love, the kind of love that makes you feel dirty and unworthy. I'm tired of hearing my father's voice in the throat of anyone who expresses even the slightest bit of discontent or disapproval towards me. I want soft kisses and hugs and light touches and quiet understanding and light conversations that make you feel warm inside. I want to feel worthy for once, feel peace for once.

Why the fuck do i need to leave my room?

there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

First ever testosterone tube. Maybe it does get better

Feeling nothing and everything at the same time every day for years is really exhausting sometimes, wish i could just drink or cut my problems away

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

this what i mean when i say boys night btw

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I have depression,adhd,dyscalculia and auditory possessing disorder, if it weren't for my friends and my better than average teachers i don't know how i would've survived school. It's hard having to make significantly more effort to do things other kids my age find easy to do and still feel like you're not doing your best , but now i realize that my best will never look like a neurotypical's best and that's ok. I'm different then most people so why should i try to act like I'm not ?

— Transmasc Early Teen Age Dreamer 🎮

This flag is for the transmascs who age dream anywhere from late childhood to early teens (11-13) 🎸 please credit @bruiserbug if you use this flag! 🕸️

Tagging @bunnelbaby for archive purposes

Ice cold takes from a Transgender Woman:

Not all Men are evil

Everyone has the capacity for evil

Transgender Men are men

Transgender Women are women

Excluding Cisgender Men from your spaces requires Transgender Men to out themselves if they want to engage (Same for Women)

Anyone can be Non-Binary, there is no "look" or requirement

Non-binary masculine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces, many are just treated as men and predators

Non-binary feminine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces without being seen as "Woman-Lite"