HEAD IN HANDS SLIDES DOWN WALL IN AGONY

SHROUD BROS RAHHHH

SECOND POST TODAY OF ME COMING OUT AS A TWST FAN

yeah

idias a silly lil guy, i love them, thank you @nezushisreunion for dragging me into this

oc content (featuring my gfs oc :3) the lil ignihyde gay bitches

second is an inside joke from a fic she wrote

Some thoughts about Cater

So much of Cater's life has been dictated by other people's opinions of him, that I think most of what we know of him may not really be who he actually is. I'd even argue that skateboarding and spicy food are possibly the only glimpses we get of Cater's "true" interests and his innermost self, outside of the things that he feels he "should" like.

He looks to others to guide what he wears, what he does, what he likes. We've seen it over and over again; in his Silk Adorned vignette, in his Labwear vignette, when he was helping taste-test items for the Mostro Lounge in the manga anthology, during Chapter 1 and the beginning of Chapter 7, and in so many other scenarios, too. Even his best subject is astrology, looking to the stars for meaning and direction. He's been guided by outsiders; interests and perceptions for nearly his entire life: first, expected to be cute and sweet by his sisters, then expected to be trendy by people online, plus all the other expectations of the other roles he has - Heartslabyul student, upperclassman, friendly and supportive "Cay-Cay". And he became those things.

He takes in other's opinions, and shapes his own in that manner. Now, there's nothing wrong with looking to other people for guidance, but Cater seems to almost lose himself in the wash of opinions, and he fully adapts himself in order to match what is expected of him in each scenario.

There does exist a cute version of Cater. There does exist a trendy version of Cater. There does exist a lonely, tired version of Cater. There does exist a cheery, friendly version of Cater. All of these are true expressions of one or another form of who he is, and make up what we see as "Cay-Cay", "Cay-kun", "Cater Diamond".

But I don't know if we really see him in the way that he feels himself to be; if his deeper desires, what he looks for outside of the things he does for validation come to light much at all.

I know it's been mentioned before how well Cater's Unique Magic suits him, but it SUITS him. He's so multifaceted, that it's hard to tell who or where the "real" one is. But gosh, if I wouldn't love to see him as he is when he's alone. The Cater that isn't focussed on what other people think of him at that moment. The one who orders spicy foods that he'll enjoy eating rather than the more aesthetic ones he won't want to taste. The one who will actually relax.

He deserves to express himself in every way. Including the ways he doesn't usually choose to.

Just finished book 6 and it destroyed me into pieces

Ghost marriage and why it's actually important to Idia's character (I'm not crazy I swear I just really like Idia and the Shrouds)

Ghost Marriage & book 6 spoilers

So we all know the plot of ghost marriage, Idia gets kidnapped blah blah blah. Eliza wants Idia because she thinks he's the perfect prince.

Idia sees himself in Eliza. Eliza had kidnapped Idia and forced him to be some perfect prince because that's what she views him as. Just a prince for her to cope with the fact she died young. And she'll drag him to the underworld, to die young just like she did, chaining him to the underworld. Similarly to how Idia would think Ortho feels about him. Idia made Ortho, he forced Ortho to play the role of Ortho Shroud. To Idia, what Eliza did to him is exactly like what he's doing to Ortho. He's forcing Ortho to play a part. Idia wasn't allowed a say in the marriage, to him, Ortho isn't allowed a say at all about not wanting to be Ortho Shroud. To him, he's basically chaining Ortho to STYX with him because of Idia's fears of being alone. I'm not crazy I swear

OMG LEOIDE GAY PEOPLE ARE REAL

art dump cause i forgot to post for a while

also

happy pride month!!!

IM OPENING COMMISSIONS!!

this is purely to fund my dca addiction, its not a problem i swear /hj

There will be 5 requests at once (so i dont overwhelm myself) Payment/commission details below :] Info here may change, this is my first time so pls be nice-

Slots open: 3 (2 taken by friends)

If interested, DM me about the details of your commission here (pls feel free to be as detailed as you want, infodump even, it helps! /gen) and if you have any questions or special requests, don't be afraid to ask! Drawings will hopefully be done in 2-3 weeks, and if not feel free to yell at me

Payment: Touch N Go (MYR/RM (i will DM)), Ko-fi (USD)

Doodles & Sketches: Full price upfront, send proof

Coloured & Comics: I will send a concept sketch, and once agreed on, send proof of payment

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Could you draw Neige and Che’nya interacting somehow? Or just Ortho if you’d prefer to stick to NRC ^^

THIS IS SO CUTE BRAH TY ANON

id like to think neige bakes pies for his dorm and chenya would show up to do sum goofy

(i tried to sneak ortho in somehow)

LEOIDE YIPPEE ‼️‼️‼️

charges at you with various sillies

i firmly believe in leoide ‼️ they are such guys the ship needs more love fr

these are just the lil doodles below theres some actually better quality ones

ooo yes the last one is edgy but i cried for days over that line ok

also i had no reference for drawing the fairy gala outfit design for idia so uh sorry if it looks odd

IM OPENING COMMISSIONS!!

this is purely to fund my dca addiction, its not a problem i swear /hj

There will be 5 requests at once (so i dont overwhelm myself) Payment/commission details below :] Info here may change, this is my first time so pls be nice-

Slots open: 3 (2 taken by friends)

If interested, DM me about the details of your commission here (pls feel free to be as detailed as you want, infodump even, it helps! /gen) and if you have any questions or special requests, don't be afraid to ask! Drawings will hopefully be done in 2-3 weeks, and if not feel free to yell at me

Payment: Touch N Go (MYR/RM (i will DM)), Ko-fi (USD)

Doodles & Sketches: Full price upfront, send proof

Coloured & Comics: I will send a concept sketch, and once agreed on, send proof of payment

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