Richard's Unhinged Energy Is The Most Entertaining Part For Me Beside The Murders. Like The Guy Is An

In my dream my beloved friend looked at me with these eyes. I never loved you eyes. What did you say about me eyes. Don’t call me Odasaku eyes. God bless im not into that shit anymore. If someone prefer to play drama rather than talk as adults I don’t give a shit. It still hurts though

happy year of the snake 🐍

А моря…

Interview with Donna Tartt: Part I

My brain hates sleeping

Okay, lemme try and answer the question of why Dazai abused Akutagawa.

This is such a debated topic in the fandom sob

Dazai never apologized to Akutagawa, or really did anything to say sorry about how he abused him.

Why?

Well, let's take a look at Dazai's debut.

The answer is staring yall in the face.

Dazai says that he wants a painless suicide, yeah, but there's one part that usually overlooked.

He wants a painless suicide that doesn't bother anyone.

So what if him abusing Akutagawa is on purpose? To make him hate him?

Dazai doesn't want to be missed. That's why he said that he has no regrets when he died in BEAST.

By abusing Akutagawa, he can make Akutagawa hate him, and Atsushi somewhat feel conflicted about him.

That way, once he finally dies, no one will miss him.

Note: Him being the reason that Murase died could be a hing to make Chuuya hate him that failed or smthing... idk...

day at the museum

insp. // it’s so fyodor coded i had to draw it

I think it would have decimated Henry Winter to know that 40 years later, I find his passion for Homer basic. I was always more of an Aeschylus fan but beyond that if you want to pontificate on the nature of beauty and the ephemerality of life, then pursue more worthy periods and places. His inherently sexist and racist elitism has blinded him and worse rendered him boring.

winterbunny

i’m so normal about this…god. atsushi’s dejected expression while seeing the full extent of his rival-turned-partner’s abuse for the first time…atsushi finding out it was dazai who treated him like that, the same dazai he looks up to and admires for bringing him into the ADA. we’re witnessing atsushi make leaps and bounds in his understanding of why akutagawa is the way he is, in real time

mr secret history francis abernathy and hobie being friends in the goldfinch my love