Okay, lemme try and answer the question of why Dazai abused Akutagawa.
This is such a debated topic in the fandom sob
Dazai never apologized to Akutagawa, or really did anything to say sorry about how he abused him.
Why?
Well, let's take a look at Dazai's debut.
The answer is staring yall in the face.
Dazai says that he wants a painless suicide, yeah, but there's one part that usually overlooked.
He wants a painless suicide that doesn't bother anyone.
So what if him abusing Akutagawa is on purpose? To make him hate him?
Dazai doesn't want to be missed. That's why he said that he has no regrets when he died in BEAST.
By abusing Akutagawa, he can make Akutagawa hate him, and Atsushi somewhat feel conflicted about him.
That way, once he finally dies, no one will miss him.
Note: Him being the reason that Murase died could be a hing to make Chuuya hate him that failed or smthing... idk...
winterbunny haters just hate fun
У меня затопило комнату 🥰❤️
Я думаю нужно запретить вставлять стоны в рекламы потому что они заставляют людей(меня) чувствовать себя некомфортно
God💫hates💫me
For a moment I just thought what if I will be dead tomorrow. I will never finish the book I’m reading, I will never know the end of it. I will never get my first job and never earn my salary. I will never even get a degree, not even by chance because I will no longer exist. Death is such an odd thing though it is so “common”
I was looked in lowkey for 6 hours straight
Kill me I am doing something that is so not related to my studies but I HAVE TO finish it
don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense
People who grew up on Naruto how does it feel to have a constant motivation in life because one blond cartoon dummy repeatedly said “never give up” and also have been through one of the most unhealthy demolishing provocative outrageous traumatising relationships in your life with that one dark emo dude who hates everyone because you are “friends”
Dear video essay creators. A video analysis is when you analyze a piece of media. No no look at me. A summary, no matter how thorough, is not an analysis. An analysis requires you to draw conclusions about the media such as authorial intent, real-world parallels, discussion about themes/worldbuilding/character motivation, and so much more. You have to stop summarizing something and saying that’s analysis. The Gaylors are doing more critical analysis than you. Is that who you want to lose to? The gaylors?