Catch Me Running To Write And Post Several Fics On Ao3 Knowing Damn Well So Many Of Us Are About To Sit

welp

thought we were doing good with the whole splitting and stuff but then we moved back home and somehow didnt notice us split several new parts

ofc we had to start fixating on some new medias at the same time

so ig welcome to the fuckin system kaz, aleks, jordie, heather, marcus, devin, spencer, hotch, and jj

im never watching a new tv show ever again (or rewatching a comfort show) genuinely wtf brain

YALL YALL YALL

so im scrolling through my fyp right? just chilling, just scrolling and then wrabel’s tiktok pops up and i go oh yo? hell yea? and follow.

AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS?? WRABEL FOLLOWS ME BACK

I AM TIKTOK MUTUALS WITH WRABEL NOW. I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING AND CRYING.

cringe system culture is having multiple introjects from fanfictions (almost more so than just base source introjects)

Justice for fanfiction introjects, they deserve a lot of love ‼‼

Love to hear about systems who have some "cringe source" introjects, it show that everyone is different and unique and it makes them equal valid!

Love you alters with cringe sources >u<

Can we talk about this possible parallel??

When Osiris died, Isis never stopped looking for his body or loving him after Set had killed him. And then, Layla going on her own mission to avenge her dead husband after Harrow killed him. Or the fact that Marc gave up paradise - the quietness he has always wanted - to be with Steven.

I get it's implied Osiris opened the gate because he knew Marc needed to return to defeat Ammit, but I like one of those ideas being the reason. Especially since Taweret called Osiris an old sofie.

give me begrudging disgruntled older brother frank langdon where the entire ED crew goes out and abby meets the med students and just in tired mom mode decides that yes these are her responsibility now too

she starts packing lunches for frank to take with him to give out to them (doesnt pack frank a lunch ofc, he just grabs a granola bar or an apple mr "ill just grab smth at work")

she gives them all her number and frequently checks in to make sure theyre sleeping enough and getting enough food

for their birthdays she drags them all out to celebrate

and frank's just there for the ride, he cant say no to his wife so he starts checking on them too

so now he just has four little ducklings following him around asking him for snacks and asking to come over after shift to spend time with his kids

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

•got to see my ex-metamour (my best friend in the whole world) for the first time in almost three years

•found out said bestie is dating a like legit clone of me like the resemblance is insanely uncanny

•got called a twink by a bunch of 13 year olds

•and of course called my cat a bitch

welp 2025 is off to a crazy start tbh

•moved back to my parents' house

•turned 21

•got my first pap smear thing (sucked ass)

•ran out of adhd meds

•new dr wont refill my meds

•got into a fight with my brother for telling him not to get weirdly apologetic for nazis

•is currently missing memories from a series of four days in a row that just seems to have never existed

just kinda odd shit happening for me

guess its almost time for the next month, hopefully ill at least get a valentine

man i love coming on here and just scrolling through the syscourse tags sometimes

like it really just gives me some good laughs, some of the stuff everyone argues about is like actually ridiculous

im over here fresh out of one hospitalization debating on going back due to parts not wanting to go to therapy and shit so like the level of real life issues vs internet bullshit is wild rn

ugggg im falling in lvoe againngnnnnn