“an Anonymous Introject From The Show”

i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.

it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.

THIS FIC WAS SO GOOD

IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THE LANGDON AND SANTOS SIBLING POTENTIAL FOR DAYSSSS

langdon and mel falling in love after his wife divorces him while he’s in rehab is OUT. langdon and santos becoming begrudging roommates thru a craigslist ad after his wife forces him to move out is IN.

ramcoa is very different than the satanic panic and all the examples that were listed are examples of ramcoa experiences. ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse exist and accepting that youre a victim of parts of it and have specific aspects and triggers because of it is valid.

literally stfu and educate yourself before blabbering all over the internet

how are you an adult and still think RAMCOA is a conspiracy theory? how sheltered are you? have you really next heard of sex trafficking, Mormons, jehova's witnesses, child csem groups... like genuinely. how sheltered can you be

i don't know how to tell you this, but none of these are examples of RAMCOA. as a theory, RAMCOA piggybacks off SRA (satanic ritual abuse) and the satanic panic of the 1980s, as well as things like project monarch with their at best pseudoscientific view of dissociative disorders. everything you mentioned is real (i have actually experienced one of these, so thanks for calling me sheltered BTW), i am specifically referring to RAMCOA as a concept.

if you are old enough to have either lived through the satanic panic, or experience its after effects firsthand, you should be able to tell that RAMCOA as a theory is no different than the satanic panic, Qanon, or any other conspiracy theory.

gonna be so real

i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms

i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD

like yall

for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff

like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead

Day One-"Getting Used To Your Silence"

Cassandra Cain Angst to start Bat-tober off :P

She’s a weapon. She has no need for words. She only exists to follow commands.

Cassandra has no need for words when she’s on the streets, flitting between shadow and shadow, surviving however she can.

Cassandra had no need for words when she was a child. Why would she need them now? She has no need for them. They are a waste of her capabilities.

So why does everyone seem to want her to try and speak?

guess who's celebrating october by writing a batfamily angst fic everyday

this guy 😎

super rarepair:

billy loomis x stiles stilinski

working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done

its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything

but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience

reblog for a group of crows to choose you as their leader and follow you around every waking moment

reduce reuse recyle i say as i use one of my many empty pill bottles to hold cinnamon sugar for my toast

we have been told by our stepmother that we will no longer receive gifts for the holidays after this year and now in true us fashion our littles want to riot

so any systems have some ideas for how to celebrate the holidays for the child parts? im thinking i might make a post of ideas later