feel free to ignore this
im just having a bad morning pain wise
i realized that i cant actually ever have a normal life anymore. i woke up after playing skee ball at an arcade with a pulled muscle in my shoulder that hurts so much i cant move it. and i made the realization that because of my chronic pain i can never go out and just live my life. i cant even play my instrument or draw without some part of me hurting and it just really sucks. like how am i supposed to make myself feel better when i cant do any of the things to make myself feel better because it hurts too much.
man when i see all those posts about how to manipulate and hurt narcissists and such all i can think of is:
damn
yall need to stop abusing your narcissists, if theyre actual narcs they just want attention, go give them a kiss instead duh
Steven: We should get a pet spider.
Marc: You get a spider and I’ll fucking burn the apartment down.
Steven: That’s a little excessive, don’t you think?
Marc: You’re right. I wouldn’t. Jake would. He hates anything that crawls.
Season 2 of The Pitt being a July 4th shift this is our opening scene
hey to all my fellow american queers, if you need support dont be afraid to reach out
i dont care if we dont know each other, ill listen if you need me to
i also want to just be direct about this because the community's going to be facing a lot of losses in the next few years and i want to tell you that regardless of what happens to each of us, we wont be forgotten, our community wont die out
no matter what happens and how much we lose, theyll always be at least one queer person out there and if theres at least one of us then the rest of us wont be forgotten
spite is great
cleaned all the dishes, took out five bags of trash and moved my boxes
though also chronic illness and doing all of that is not reccommended -10000/10
somehow i managed to trigger a flare up of literally everything at once and now i cant walk wihtout being in incredible pain, my head hurts, im nauseous af, and i keep feinting and having hot flashes. just hoping the seizures dont start now.
im going to turn this isnt a love advice blog.
-l.w.
“just eat your lover’s lung so that you can say you really took their breath away”
man fuck khonshu
all my mates hate that moon bitch
-steven
working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done
its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything
but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience
sometimes i forget we have cult trauma
and then i have a ptsd nightmare and go oh yea that shit happened
NPD culture is 'nobody has payed attention to me in an hour, I will go insane'
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