Finally Someone That Gets It!😍💖

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Gerard talking about his first time on acid and his recently passed friend, Chris

This needs to alWays be reblogged!

Why

Can I just have a simple conversation?

 Just a simple on where we exchange words of caring, concern, love, and laughter? 

Why do you always take what I say wrong? 

Why do you always twist my words? 

Why don’t you even pay attention to the positive parts and only focus on the negative? 

Why do you make my heart hurt so much? 

Why?

Interesting Discovery

Still working through the first week of the new anime season. Its been an interesting ride so far. I don't have any thoughts on anything that is a must watch other than continuing animes and new seasons of animes but I think by next week i will have a good idea.🧐

That being said, my discovery doesn't have anything to do with this seasons anime but it does help me with my enjoyment of it. I realized that because of my inability to sleep at night and spending most of the day sleeping. I need to stop pushing myself to get things done by forcing myself to be awake when my body and mind are not ready to handle it.

Appointments aside, cause those are planned times, as long as the places I need to go to are open in the evening I need to tell myself it is okay to do those errands at that time. Same with getting things done around the house. I started working in the kitchen after 11/2300 yesterday and by 0430 I had two salads in the fridge, stuffed shells ready to go into the over for dinner the next day, all the dishes done that I used, and a quarter of the kitchen reorganized.😁

I felt more productive and woke up in the afternoon not feeling lazy at all! it was a feeling that I have been missing for a long time cause i would fight to sleep tossing and turning and then feel guilty when I finally fell asleep in the morning and slept the whole day away thinking that it meant i couldn't get anything done. Talk about feeling like a waste.😩

Now I can get everything done and have plenty of time to relax and watch new anime without feeling like i should be doing other things.😉

When They Don’t want to Write

Nothing is more frustrating then when the person that you are writing with doesn’t want to write. I don;t mean that they are dealing with life or personal problems, I mean they just don;t want to. No reasons given. 

When I chose to write with someone, I am letting the person know that I put my faith and trust in them to uphold their end of the fic as much as I have to hold up mine. While the ideal is to write everyday, in reality this does not work out usually. Still when a story is lying stagnant cause on of the writers is being stubborn or is just ignoring me, it hurts. I then have the dilemma of moving on without them, but also hurting their feelings for not waiting for them.

Anyone else ever had this happen to them or any idea what to do int he situation?

I just discovered this band too and man i am super excited to see them in concert in March!😎

Guys guys guys music rec hanabie uh I don't listen to a lot of music in languages I don't know but they're music is so good I'm like obsessed its a Japanese metal band and it's so good and hard and fast but also like sparkly if you know what I mean uh

Friday Anime Line Up!

So these next three posts are going to be one after another cause I need to catch up three days of anime which is not easy to do in one day, but I did it dammit so here we go!😵

Tasokare Hotel

This underrated anime just keeps getting better and better as the season goes on and the guests get more and more interesting as we go! Finding out more about the main characters is really my fav moment in each ep though.🤭

The Apothecary Diaries 2nd Season

So I saw someone complaining that all they ever do in this anime is try to kill the higher concubines and Maomao and Jinshi just figure out how and why. Um...yeah cause that how it was back then. Not the figuring out part cause honestly no one was worried about that as much, but it was that cut throat and honestly the Emperor could not give a shit like he kind of does in this one. That's why they had so many concubines cause there was always another one to take their place.😓

Guild no Uketsukejou desu ga, Zangyou wa Iya nanode Boss wo Solo Toubatsu Shiyou to Omoimasu

Okay back to the fun after that last mini rant. Our poor girl Alina can't catch a damn break no matter how hard she tries. Last ep was pretty serious so I love that this one was more light hearted and back to the comedy moments.😎

Monday Anime Line Up!

Arifueta S3

I can't believe i didn't realize that last ep was the last ep of the season! I mean I'm not mad or anything but now I am in all kinds of discussions in my reactor Patron covos as to whether there is enough material left to make a 4th season or if we are going to get a movie.🤔

Salaryman ga Isekai ni Ittara Shitennou ni Natta Hanashi

Snake boy got it good today! As I said Uchimara would take him out in his own way and it was beautiful! That little moment that he told the demon girl that her dad played in her rescue just warmed my heart too!🥰

Watashi no Shiawase na Kekkon 2nd Season

I was on edge the entire episode! Like even when they were hanging with the prince just drinking and laughing I was waiting for Usui to just show up and destroy all the happiness! Can we please get the namesake of the anime soon?😭

Lost Weekend

So the past two days have been super rough for me. Because of my stress and anxiety i did not sleep Thursday night into Friday morning and had to cancel my aqua therapy that morning. Then I tried to fall asleep again and my oldest son's cat kept waking me up so I tossed him out. Then my alarm for 1025 went off that i forgot about. After that just little things kept interrupting me and I think I finally passed out at like noonish and woke up to my 3pm/1500 alarm to pick up my daughter at school. 😵

My D&D friend asked me if I would help her unpack her new place so I decided it was a good excuse to stop sleeping so I went and was paid with Italian food for dinner. After that I watched some anime that she needed to catch up on that I already watched and then pretty much passed out when I got home.

Saturday I went to work in the AM and pushed myself farther than I should have with my body pain and ended up in bad shape that I slept till like 9pm/2100 and calling in to work cause i could barely move. Now this morning I woke up to my second son giving me a breakfast sandwich which was delicious but put me to sleep again and when I finally got up it was 5pm/1700.

Spent since then catching up on all the anime that I missed so I can do my recaps and hopefully I can get real sleep tonight so that I don't miss physical therapy tomorrow.

What upsets me the most is I wasted a normal day off from sleeping and then an extra day off from work and got nothing done in the house and it makes me feel lazy and more depressed cause who else is gonna do it but me when the kids are at school/work?